Saturday, October 01, 2005

ThiNking ....

TOday was a much better day compare to yesterday...
Yesterday was miserable..
watever bad thing plp say ..
i accept..
dun even wan to bother to explain .. or defend myself..
pessitimistic ..
attitude sux?
maybe ba..
since plp say tt.. they have their reason ..
totally nt in the mood to do anything....
the more she said... i feel tt is true and hurt..
maybe is Putting salt on wonds ba...
sad sad sad ... then more sad...
so her opionion of me is like tt...
well ...*speechless*


But...
actually muz thank to ariel phone call..
makes mi feel better.
Heard from her tt.. Ling seems ok ..
ya... im glad to hear tt..
and tt she told her.. she's nt angry with mi ( thought i dun really fang xing la..)

I still find it "qi guai"
I'm hiding ..
I dun wan to face her..
NRA plp ..
strange lor..
dunno y ..
the eyes ...
scary ...

I actually know wat is happening .. thought nt so fast..
cos i nv "ONLINE" in msn ..
but i did go online..and.. i actually block everyone on NRA ..
dunno ..
I juz dun wan them to talk about this issue yet..
very fan ~

Read someone blog..
so many thing happen to her last night..
hai~
she's brave..
but .. can see she's quite sad ..
can't help her much when she's down ..
juz send her sms ..
hoping to cheer her up..
feel helpless again ..
Frenz sad.. i always can't seems to do anything..
LOUSY~

today ..
work.. was ok .. got real thing to do .
Muz think of Marketing IDea of Display for samsun new lauch ..
cool...
giving creative idea..
i like =)

after then when my grandma house.. eat dinner
so long nv see her le..
so she seems to age..
muz nw visit her more often ..
cherish the time nw with her.. b4 is too late * TOUCH WOOD**
=)
then ..
again .. is a long journey .... back home..
a lonely one..

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