NO TIME!

I got

1. No time to blog and post with pic
2. No time to Work ( cos i got funka Training)
3. No time for Funka training ( cos i got to work ..)
4. No time much more for FUNKA ( onli 10 MORE DAYS!!)
5. No time to Play around
6. No time to chill
7. No time to Meet buddys
8. No time ..............................................to sleep~~

I need sleep..!!

We remember BAd things...ONLY


Normally People will onli remember the bad thing ..that someone done ..
and .. ok .. maybe i won't say "BAD" .. or should i say ... Something tt dun please someone..

then .. that " Unpleasing" thing will STICK in the person Brain..
then ... remember 4ever ..
or on the SPOT.. blame another ..

What he / she 4get is..
the good side of the other person .....
What he / she has done for him / her..
What he / she has Shared with him / her..

Instead ..
The person threw all Anger on one ..

BAd mood ?
Family ? Health ? Frens ? Dance ? Money ? Relationship ?? etc ?
It of cos affect plp sometimes..

doing things out of anger ??
maybe he/she might say ..
"i'm sorry about ...........bla bla bla bla bla "..

But.. Wat's the point ?
When u already say it out..
is like a KNIFE Throwing thowards the other party..
U already say it out..
U already Throw the knife over??

If sorry can cure anything.. then i think everyday ..we can go scold plp ...
and bad attitude plp ..
then next day .. we say sorry..
then YEAH!! nothing happen ..
live happily ever after??

No lor!
Small thing u .. Bad attitude plp
is OK if plp is in good mood ..
but Come oN!
What if Plp nt in Good mood??
They both bad attitude ??
ya .. then Cold war PLS!

Seems like onli u can Bad attitude plp ?
U the QUEEN ..
we r juz slave ..

Anyway ..

Maybe i should't treat u so good ..
Maybe u ain't worth it ...

What a disappointment ..
it hurts mi lot typing this ..
but i can't take it anymore..
i Can't take Anymore Stab .

*more Update at Morbid Soul * ..
Detailed of todays Incident .. *

ChristMAs MOOD! + SHOPPING!!

Wah i juz came back from Rushing all the gift...
Phew ..
so many plp in orchard rd..
but.. proud to say . .when u SHOP alone ( first time)
U go where u wan go .. do wat u wan ..
I finish my Xmas Shopping in 2 hrs ...

Spend a BOMB!!
on all da present.. kaoz ..
so mUCH!
spend like crazy .. but all those thing nt mine ..
well .. 2 things r mine la..
hahaha

bOught da Boxer from topshop
And a BLing Bling "M" from Vanessa ...
weeee..
haha...

Here's ... my Battlefield ~~~~
Look at the Invoice i got .. .KAOZZ..
wonder hw much is Spend ..

Feeling really great.. got holiday Mood le..=)
Hao qi dai tml Potluck session + Chritmas Countdown party =)

In my MInd ..

it can affect u suddenly..
one moment laughing ..
one moment.. nt feeling so good..
nt in the mood to talk .. to laugh ..
hw amusing huh?

something tt seems to be bothering u ..
always flash pass yr mind suddenly when
u r quiet ..
U think .. and it become so Focus in yr mind ..

tt u 4get tt .. U should't be thinking of it..

Nt being appreciated again today ..
again and again ..
this has been happening ..
y ?

i have no idea to tt..
again .. is the simple thing tt .. is the most obvious ..
Sux.. my mood is ruin .. at the end of the day...

Mood change as fast as plp change..
one moment .. u see tt person as this .. the one u like ..
nw.. all u can remember is... the person change till ..................... u r speechless...
What's wrong?
is nt tt .. we haven meet each other for long .. but..
hw come the Suddenly Changes..

I dun seem to know her anymore ..
Her ... Her and her ........

It Troubles u when yr fren ain't happy..
it troubles u More..when u Know nthing on Y they y Unhappy ...
Everything is TROUBLE~

things r getting Complicated~

Running Out of time ...~

CAN WE BE LIKE HER ON STAGE!!?
BAttalion!?
LAUZZ!!

Yeah ..Min min nw is stress / tired..
Really..
i'm!

Is getting so Near nw..
tt i can't breath..
Nt ready..
But we will ..
but hw ready will we get..
i hope is our best .. and our max..

Nt onli 17 days more .. to funka
Ann today juz told us about a Loreal Dance comp .. next thurs
she might send our team .. if we r ready..
and tt's 6 more day ..
Next thurs ..
OMG~

So fast..
i need a rest..
but of cos nt now..
Work hard.. bear with it..
know everyone is stress..

Chill and .. Calm down ..
PhEW~~
Jia you Battalion!

GOing on a Christmas gift shopping with Wang Wing tml ..
gonna buy everything for my "WELL deserve" present fren..
Onli 6 - 8
hahah..
say i'm BIAS?
bleH!
Onli i can judge who deserved my present .. kekek
And of cos.. tt Does nt include BO*YFS secrect Present...
"tt person .. hhauahahaha.. gonna get a "Special Present .. from me ..


*juz give mi a breathing space*~~

WAH true .. damn it!

juz when i was about to sleep
i took this test..
fucking true..

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

We wish u a Merry............

Christmas Gift list is OUT..
haha..
lucky few will get a gift from moi ..
carefully choosen ..

=)

Spend my first $$$
on christmas card today ..
wah~
ex also ..
About $28
crazy ~

LUCKY!
gonna get pay Cheque tml ~~
weeee!!

To Buddies ( Bo*YFS): Those who got me as their secret Gift buyer... PLS buy me thing from my WISH LIST. oru think i will use de.. DUn buy mi Funny thing.. espcially the GUYS!!
I dun wan baseball bat like tt time .. .. Dun give mi "bai Sei ping"
haha..
Lets nt waste each others money ok !?
I promoised i buy de is not sucky thing. ( normally Gals won't buy sucky thing) hahaha!

heheh..
i already know my FIRST chritmas gift is wat le..
=)
and i like it.. cos is i choose de muaahahh!

Recently ..
buy a Dope Bling ..
dun look like the price it should be.. but..
i luv it..
and realsie is a dope brand..
which i dunnoi at first..
is BABY PHAT!!
I like tt shoes.. i wan buy..!!
DOPEST!
i wan this SHOE!!!
someone buy for me @ www.babyphat.com
and deliver to my home!!
=)

Funka .. nothing much to say la..
juz train hard dun let yrself down ..
and ya ..
No regret =P

alright..tml new collegue coming..
wonder if she's a nice person .. hahah
Sleep sleep>

* Diff plp diff view.... Dun one person say diff view of comment from yrs .. then u think tt ..tt person is wrong .. u correct.... dun Comment till they offended u ... ...

In fact they did nt.. they juz say wat the believe in .. u can choose to hear or nt.. ..so Fuck off with tt atttiude"

TIme to move on ..

Taking care / worrying of someone won't last forever huh?
yup tt right..

especially when tt person has changed to become more independent ..
Help from you get less and less..
maybe is time where they dun need yr help / suggestion anymore?

Is juz like the phase .. whereby the young bird.. starting dunno hw to fly..
then later as it grew bigger... and stronger..
it can fly le..
fly high ..

come to think of it..
did tt person ever thank me for all the help?
Am i being appreciated ?

Sad tunes Running..

Was focusing on the song remxing ..
until ..
i listen to jay song ..

track 6 -

歌曲：枫

歌手：周杰伦 专辑：十一月的萧邦

then the sad tune keeps running in my mind nw..
i even set it as my blog song..
dunno y ..
i will fall deep into the sad tune..
reading the lyrics always makes mi so sad..

Suddenly think about the conversation with Joyce / Hanz b4..
Really feel so real about thw whole conversation..

I suddenly felt " UNAPPRECIATED"

by many ..

Joyce / Hanz have diff view..

joyce : we Stick on cos of the word " FRENSHIP"

Hanz: y bother plp who dun appreciated u ?

I wish i can dun bother..
in tt case i won't hv so much worries and trouble right?

cos i 'm bind by the word "frenship"

U bothered so much ..cos u appreciated tt person ..

Imagine someone who u dun really care about..
juz a normal fren ..
if he / she dun appreciate u or is SAD to the max those type..

I admit .. i 'm bias ..
i won't really give a damn ..to them ..
the most is.. i would ask if they r alright..
if the answer i got back is "OK" or they dun wan say ..
i really can't be bothered about them anymore..

if the person i really care / appreciate is in tt situation.. then of cos tt's a different case..
even if they say tt'r ok / dun wan say ..
i would still be worried ... tt juz hw it Works..

I"M BIAS -_-'''

Agree with yongz :

y nGz® 屌! says:
when u r unhappy then u will feel the more need for people to assure u that they love u de
~*MinZ *~-* Not Being Appreciated ........... says:
=(
y nGz® 屌! says:
then when they dont then u will feel more sad
~*MinZ *~-* Not Being Appreciated ........... says:
haiz..
~*MinZ *~-* Not Being Appreciated ........... says:
attendtion ????? u mean ???
y nGz® 屌! says:
but actually is during this period of time u will feel more sensative to this things that u normally dont de
y nGz® 屌! says:
when u unhappy of cos u hope for people to confort u de ma
y nGz® 屌! says:
of cos u will need their attention la
y nGz® 屌! says:
even abit u will feel very good liao
y nGz® 屌! says:
but in the first place why unhappy -.-

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y unhappy in the first place?
dunno ..
can't control mood nw.. especiallywhen ones gets older..

tt's confirm lots of plp around whom feel this way ..

Look around.. there might be someone caring for ya .. but
have ya notice?
if no .. maybe .. u should try doing some simple action .. le..
appreciate yr fren ba..
if nt they will be like me.. living in unsercure ..

21 days more to FUNKA ..
i can say .. if we Continued like this ..
we won't even get into the semi ..
Can't even get a full group to conference..
nt to say.. DANCE..
full group once..
can u believe it?

ARHH!
going crazy ..
*continued mixing song*
go into the music world..



乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影

我聆听沉寂已久的心情

清晰透明就像美丽的风景

总在回忆里才看的清

KING KONG!!



Wooo!
went ta Watch KING KONG yesterday .. with NRA Peeps .....
thought tt it would be juz a plain action flick..
but!!
it Turns out NOT!

totally ROX!
this movie..
really enjoy it..

LAUGH till siao..
Kan Jiong Till Bite Nails ( Can see from VON)
Chua Sai .... ( got 1 part we really jumped UP~)
Tears a bit ... cos got some part is so HArtwarming ~~ ( KING KONG DUN DIE!! =~~( )

OVERALL is NICE!!
GRaPhic .. i can saw is PRo .. but..
when King kong carry tt Char bo tt time ( did i mention tt she Look damn like Nicole Kidman !???)

anyway .. when king kong carry tt char bo .. tt time ..
the grpahic looks strange..
like fake Char bo sia..
damn funnY~~

OVERALL -> 4.8 Stars / 5 Stars..

ROX!

And those sian sian polp at first.. waTch le.. Become happier and less sian!!
tt's good right??
Nah~ see the effect of the movie le? LOL!

And dun Eat KFC while watching this movie ..
will suffer from indigustion...

The Word :Sorry

I've say mine..
she have say hers..
both of us in the wrong..

Clear things up..
=)

Mood affects .. hw one behave towars each other..
lets watch our mood plp ..
we nv know wat we say or do will hurt the other part Unknowingly ..

We r still Nt moving..
i really dunno hw to train anymore..
No bonds?
maybe ..
hw can bonds be create de?
can it be create juz like tt?
dun think so ..
y ?
kinda helpless..

Dun Know & Dun Bothered! I'm NOTHING to u ~

is ok tt u nv notice .. what happen to me ..
is ok tt u nv bothered to ask what happen to me ....

juz like the pic in my blog skin ..
I'm like the person being Shoot at..juz nw..

when i'm nt happen .. or feeling sad..
it was always u .. who make mi go down deeper..
u nv seems to ever cheer mi up ..
as far as i can remember..

maybe i juz nothing to u ..
whatever happen to me..
it juz means nothing to u huh?

the reply i got back from ya..
when u ask mi something juz nw..
is a pissed tone i got..
tt hurts ...... a lot..
u might nt notice it...
my body reacted to it..
tears juz keep falling down my face.. as i was walking to the bus stop ..
nt tt my knee hurts..... yr word hurts more than tt ..
the thing u say .. the tone u give ..
is enough le..

Maybe u think i'm in the wrong ..
maybe u think tt i'm being attitude to ya ..
mood swing?

i did ..
but what happen to me ?
u dunno ..

dun really intend to tell u ..
cos i dun think u will care ..
so y bothered to tell u ?
stop hurting mi again ..
pls ..

Unfilial Piece of Shit ...

really can't stand those plp who Fucking Unfilial..
those who abandone their parent ..
then make the old one suffer ..
can't stand it.. reallY!!
so angry..

the old granny ..
who picksthe can .. at ngee ann..
so poor thing..
she got a unfilial Son!
A PIECE OFSHIT!...
hand broken..and inbandage .. still muz come out and pick canstill Early MORNING ... 4am !?
Would u wan to see yr mum / grandma do tt?
is juz so heartbreaking to see ..
and tt stupid son !....still dun wan to pay for her medic fee of ONLY $80 !
-_-...

really shit !
well.. he treat his mum like tt..
nexttime.. i believe tt ..
His son/ daughter will treat him like tt...
is juz a inmoral act ..

as least i know i WON"T!
fuck sia..
i dun wan my mum to be like tt ..nor my grandma!
nt tt i would wan my future son / daughter to be filial to me ...
but cos ..is juz the CORRECT / Moral things to do ..
take care of yr parents! for god sake -_-

but won't treat Kids nowadasy ..
muz earn more "SHI FANG QIAN" hahahaha
otherswise next time old le.. is "CHOY" i got Piece of shit Daughter / son ..
i weon't need to pick cans to survived ..

Mi / Ariel .. talked to tt Granny on our way home in 7-11...
really wanted to help her.. so badly
and she's juz staying so close to us lor.. -_-
nex time .. like ariel say..
we go ngee ann take out allthe cans.. b4.. we take bus go from from dance prac.. lol

Hope i dunhave frens tt inmoral !
slap them sia!
i know i'm nt the best daughter in the world..
at least i'm nt the worst .. =)

oh the side notes..
interesting happen in NRA...
really interesting ..
wat we have to do is juz to observe .. and .. ucan smile and laugh ..
=)

tired nw.. In office..
chatted with tt GOH YEN YEN whose laptop is SPOILT ..
haha..
3am ..
*yawn*
she's funny ..LOL!!
Yen... u ....>_<

nah~
stop bloggging le.. i 'm bored!

Is juz the EMOTION take u Over...

Human r juz so EMOTIONAL~
nt tt i would say .. all would be VERY EMOTIONAL ..
but.. as least around me.. tt's LOTs of emotional plp ..
and i really mean to the MAX de EMOTION...............

Is affects plp ..
espcially when u show yr emotion ..
NEGATIVE Emotion i mean ..
Showing it Affects the others mood around u ..
even nt GREATLY ..
but tt's bound to be effect..
Depending on the situation ... who the person is..
if of cos. . the person is in very good terms with ya... U care Deeply for tt person ..
it affects u MORE la..

But who dun have emotion ???
Unless u r DEAD..
FOR nw .. after "long term suffering from saddness illness"
learn to hide..
nt hide all yr emotion..
but.. of cos hide FULL EmotioN
WHY? might ask ..
Y hide?

cos i know if i bad attitude plp , Bad mood plp ... Sad mood plp .. or watever shit..
is gonna affect others..
Now does it make sense?
U know of cos u dun do it..

U know u gonna burn yr hand if u go put yr hand in boiling water???
No right? if u do then u pig ..

If cos tt doesn't means tt i dun bad atittude plp , Etc..
of cos i do .. but the effect is nt EXPLOSIVE as compare to last time..
the most is i dun talk .. Or .... kinda ignore.. or bek che mood talking..
At least i nv scold the poor innocent person ..

I used to walked away from something..then nv pick up HP .. reply sms ..
i thought it would HELP..
but nah ~
it makes plp more worried ..and sad..
cos walking away is a BIG impact ..

Old le.. !
cannot play this kind of thing liao ..
Talk some sense into ya reading this??
dun have ar?
then u go try lor..
go Bad attitude plp . .go mood swing .. go ... Walked away ..
then see hw.. slowly...

=P

Apreciate plp who care for ya ~~
dun make them worried ..

Lecturer Minz ... signing off ... muaahh!!
i luv my smiling Mask ..

System DOWN~

Hasn't been in the best health this few days..
since fri - > Stomache
then .. .monday flu ... then after tt...
start to lost appetite

NOTHING seems "nice to eat" ot me..
i'm acutally hungry leh ..but juz no "appetite to eat"
So i eat for the sake of.. eating -_-'''

So i nv Finish my food since tt day ..
yesterday most pro ..

guess wat i eat?
i bought snadwiches ( 1/2 ham 1/2 Egg mayo )
I ate the Egg mayo (1/4)
feel full le..
but still Forced down the 1/2 of the bread...
so the 1/2 of the ham .. i leave it.. till 11pm then continued eating..
then i also eat 1 pack of kinder ...
then some plaint water + 1 coke ..

YEAH! tt my dinner ...

feel like "berping" all the time.. is like macham my stomach got AIR ..
wah liao..
then feel like gonna puke anytime ..
dance xin ku espcially when i dance.. -_-''
after eat .. Confirm will PUKE out some Sour juice thingfy... i have no idea wat's tt...

I'm SICK!!
they say i kana Stomach flu / Gastirc flu ..
dunno is which one.. but mon i go see doc onli say i got FLU ..
-_-
sian ..
then in the end she ONLI give mi flu medic ..
SHE...
a female doc..
so ..... Stingy Dun Even wan give mi MC tt day ..
*bleh.. if i dun wan MC ... y waste my $ to find u "???

Lots of plp sick nw.. Most is FLU..
dun care is wat flu .. but is FLU lor.. lOL
So those who is sick .. pls drink more water... and rest more..

those who ain't .. Pls take care of yrself.. drink more water also~~

=)

FIGHT against VIRUS ..

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On the side notes ..

more on inner feeling nw.. * Here it goes.. **Serious MOOD on~*

Frens whom u think who might care for u .. might nt be the one who really care for ya?
or r they taking u for granted ???
had a chat with someone recently ..
saying about his Bday .. even the not so close de fren msg him...
but his best fren .. didn't ..

sad right?

I mean .. nt onli him like tt..
i think quite a feel of us encounter ttb4...(icluding me)
if u haven.. then good for ya.. u got really Closed good fren ..
who didn't take u for granted ..

the more u expect .. when u nv get tt expectation .. u will feel super say
if u nv expect.. but it happens .. is a bonus ...u happy ..****

dunno y ...
sometimes i somehw lost trust in the world ..
i stop talking as much as b4..
even i notice it..
jokes? lesser and lesser ..
getting old? not so Crappy ?nt playful ?

nah .. juz tt the problem / saddness is building up .. day by day ..
making my life less fun and carefree................
and ..
is nt really a morbid post la..
but..
somehw nt to a positive side.....
i seriously trying to find the Positive minz again .>
but .. somehw .. partly failed..
it dun stay long ....

PLP do change..
realise the reality ..
pEople whom u can talk to , Share with , laugh with is no longer able to do the same in the past..

he / she no longer able to talk with u with Common topic / crap / Joke with ya ......

he / she no longer able to share the problem with u ... u no longer feel comfortable sharing problem with her ... nor is she willing to hear yr problem ?

etc ...

well .... is juz part of life ~ face it..
I seen it le..
sad also sad b4 le..
but .. things won't change de..
so .. juz move on ba..
of cos u dun go up to tt person and say..

:"HERE u changed le.. i can't talk to u anymore.. u dun care about me anymore right??"

well as least tt me la..
U all reading de i dunno wor ..
i nv Assume everyone is liek tt..
Diff plp diff style of thinking ..

alright .. enough of sad mood thing.. Here 's PIC~
from my new cam .. =)

Everyone luv my cam~
Yen like ... Bec like ... Joyce.. Like ( she too stun le.. so got this face kekeke)
Glen like .... XF .... like also but he thinking on hw to Act dun like (so his face like tt ) .. .Terrance dun dare admit he like ..kekek

Ariel + Fredy also Like my cam =)
Vonny , Ling also like my cam~
Muahahah... After playing with the cam .. mi / ariel go toliet.. then .. we met a zombie outside the toliet and decided to take a pic with it ..
then we decided to join in the ghostly Face so tt she dun feel left out.....

WHAT SIA!?

ANGRY MInz HERE!
I'm GREATLY DISAPPOINTED with that answer
God damn it ..
what kind of fren r u ..?!!!
tt One WORD spoilt my respect ..totally ..
TO THE MAX..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i truely believe .. Yr real FREN will Appear in yr FACE / MIND / HEAD
when things happen ..
NOT in yr 100% best..
and normally .. .is plp u might nt Expect the most to appear for u ..

WAH!
still burning with fire sia..
lucky the person nt me..
if nt.. i confirm SAD to the max..
got this kind of person~!
LAUZ!

talk wat shit about plp nt CARING about u ??
Nt bothering about u ..??
JEALOUS is wat u have..
U SUX!
WAT THE HELL!?
u Bloody KU KU!
U yrself treat plp like DUST...
u expect plp to treat u ... like .... diamond?
WAH LIAO>.
Dun u know .... tt such words call " hw u treat plp is Reflected on hw plp treat u ?"" ( by shimin)
Nabei~~
WAH ! Shou bu liao le..
hao shen qi ar...
tt person is SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kNS...
2 words for ya..

"DIE PLS"

*MINZ COOLING DOWN*

got this from Sher bloggy..
seeing a lot of plp talking aout frens in their blog.. well . .
I also leh ..
nt i cOPY!!
is .. juz having this short of Uncertain feeling nowsadays...

from SHER blog ..:

Friends are part of our life
,everyone got many friends some may brag
i got alot of friend but do they know if their friends are "good friends"? "best friends?" or just "hi/bye" friends?

well.. how i group my friends
..let me explain "Good Friends" are those who you may just met or have lost contact but found them again.
they are those who in a way understand you well with the abilty to strike a conversation,so called stir "coffee buddy" wherby you sit for hours with them talk about anything literally."Best Friends" one step higher then good friends, only difference is that best comes in smaller group and normally one would share secret among each other and only be kept among each other.

The last type of friend "Hi/Bye" friends saddess is tt this type of friends are purely superficial.. with no emotional attachments...

See..??
another groupping of fren . .after CHUA CHONG LIN BLOG..
Hw i group my fren?
is scary..

U might group so one in the best fren list?
but they might group u under Coffee buddy??
is juz tt.. they dun feel hw u feel towards each other..
"act close"?

I seriously dun DARE to put my list here..
I'm afraid of the above ..thing i mention ..
hur ..
acutally can see de..
no need to cos of this list ..
I think i got more coffee buddy / passerby fren la..
compare to .............others...

Do u group yr freN?
hw u group themm?
who do u Group in yr group ??
Y ?

Ask yrself this ..

SPEND SPEND SPEND~~

it has been proven by Ms Lim SHI MIN
tt..
when u r Pissed .. bek che .... or .........SAD~
U go SPEND!!
SPEND MONEY!!
the more u spend .. the happier u R!!
weeee..

i got myself a Digital Cam ..
today ~~~
SUPER fast decision ~~
but i ask a lot of question...
SONY T33 .... .for $430 ~~
muahahahah!!
SONY Clearance sales ..WOOO!!
MY CAMERA ~~ (BLUE DE)


Indecsive forever sux ..
I dun like ..-_-'''
But .. mood is covered well...

TML is MONDAY!!
Sian ..= WORK~~
WAH! got Launch .. i dun like.. i'm
falling sick leh .. today got slight FLU~~
but.. OK la.. still nt cannot make it type.. hehehhe

looking at my bank acc..
i think got 1 hole le.. DIE~

Vonny Bday Celebration 2 + PIC !!Shocking Footage~~!

Muahhaah~`
As i have mention Yen did some "BRAVE" act ..

If i were her?
i won't even come out of the toliet..
Cos is too shameful *clap for yen *

wan know hw xtreme it is ??????
here's the pic ...
*warning: Pls DO NT LOOK TOO CLOSE to the Screen ....."
here it goes ...
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TADA!
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Yen : Wo mei ma ???!!


-_______-Xia Dao wo le !! (scare me...)
But i can't stop laughing ...When i see her in real person ...LOL
to the max le. totally..

***BUT YEN(dunno if she's reading ...hahah)!! U r nt like tt i real life de.. dun worry... We laugh at u yesterday nia ..kekeke ...
u nt ugly de !! *****
So if we Laugh at u too much yesterday ..or laugh at yr pic in the future ... DUN SAD!! LOL***

I still luv u ~~
We still luv u .. even though u look like this b4 .. >_< *********** oh Ya.. continued my reporting yesterday .. cos last night too tired le la.. nv reallyt wrtie proberly.. I finally get myself the perfume i wanted !! -----> e'clat d'arpege by Lanvin ......















smell so GOOD! i like!! woo...
then lucky von von .. got herself a hugo perfume from me.. Cos is juz my pay day ..
Actaully dun intend to give her de..
buy it for myself.. but...
mind suddenly changed ...
Decided to give her la.. hehehe
i'm juz so kind .... =)

Von the belated bday gal + mi ~~ (YEA nice pic again~~ muahhaa)



Maybe i juz read this tt day ... from someone blog..... www.crystalised_apple.blogspot.com


10 ways to be happy

1. Be grateful. This is vital to happiness - be happy with what you've got - not what you want. Appreciate what you have. Case in point - stop obsessing about wanting thinner thighs and be grateful you can walk! (thankz VONnny for the sms .. when i was walking alone in the orchard rd.. really APPRECIATE it... LUv Ya! and Jessica ... For calling ... me.. and and.. WQ for asking mi ... Y my Face black ... Alex also ..=P )

2. Be with positve happy people. Negativity, complaining, and self pity are draining and contagious. Surround yourself with positve energy, that's contagious, too! ( Yenz ... aunty / brave act makes mi laugh till die .. Jessica 's shameful screaming in Cinema ... , Vonny 's Face when she see the video tt or li leng made for her .... =))

3. Limit negative input. In addition to the people you surround yourself with, the media can have a huge impact on your happiness level. Stay well informed, but watching news reports over and over again about things you can do nothing about will drain and depress you. (seeing movie : SAW 2 .. makes mi forget about sad thing.. cos it shock myy Brain out ..lol)

4. Exercise. I know I know - just what you need, one more person telling you to exercise, you know why? It works!! Research shows that exercise raises seratonin levels in the brain, and it DOES make you feel better. So, find something you like to do and move!(walking in orcharding ? if tt consider a .....Excersie ?? walk till damn tired ..LOL... and ya.. during dance normally u 4get u r sad ..... good form of excersie plp ~~!)

5. Do something for someone else. Giving of yourself is one of the best highs you can get. When you're doing something that has no gain for you other than the feeling of giving is wonderful.(Give Vonny's present ... which was nt meant for her at first =P .... go Rush and buy vonny's bday cake ?? LOL ....)

6. Realize you are in control of your life. Stop giving away the power in your life, realize that you are the boss of your life. Take responsibility for your own happiness, don't wait for someone else to make you happy, own your life. ( hMmmmmmm ..... didn't really do tt yesterday .. shameful of myself .*slap*)

7. Spend time outside. hear the birds, smell the earth and take a deep breath to center you. (Ya.. muz i repeat ? walking in orchard rd .. see light .. see plp .. see police .. see....... Cars ? lOL)

8. Take time to do things you love. Are the watercolors you always loved gathering dust in the closet? Do you find time to read all the work related items you have but can't remember the last book you read for fun? Make sure you take time every day to nourish yourself. (Normally nw is juz dance lor.. if got money .. go shop is the best.. Spend money very shiok .. LOL~ no wonder..... i spend money buy the perfume le.. so happy ...heheheh)

9. Smile. Sounds simple, but try this - today when you go out, smile at everyone you see, you'll be surprised what comes back to you.(i smile when I Hit Jessica hard on her arms.. when she scream ... lOL! ... smile when talking pictures ..... smile when I saw yen ... smle when yen Remove her make up ??? etc ... a lot la.. haha when i nv zhi bi )

10. Believe in something bigger than you. Having some spiritual faith is enriching and reassuring. When you believe in a spiritual force in life it helps get you through the challenging times and be grateful for the happy times. Whether you pray to God, Universe, Spirit, the Earth,whatever feels best to you, find something to look to for support and peace. ( NONE ..LOL~ i believe in ... GUan ying bu sha) =X

VoNny Bday Celebration ~~

Unexpected brave + Shameful Act by Yen
to suprised Vonny~
this given us a great laugh ..
but Yen Won .. the "BRAVERY AWARD"
U rox!
but u Look UGLY tt moment ..

watch Mid night movie : SAW 2
Hmmm sotryline nt bad..
Thrill ..also!

Jessica give mi the FRIGHT instead ..LOL
she totally bring out the moive SCARY part.. lOL~
**************************************************
tt's time when u need to made a choice
to turn left or Right ....??

Sometimes ... one choice may lead to one side unhappiness..
but..
is who whom made the choice to bear the "after effect"
I made my choice.. =)

ARGH!

SOMEONE JUZ BECOMING MORE AND MORE DAO LE!!!!!!!!!!
TA MA DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO DIE PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A day to remember in ANG MO KIO

I NV waited for someone for so long b4..
2 hr ...15 min..
FUCK sia....

I'm not PISSED..
juz -_-'''

Went Ang mo kio to do a SHOp display..

the place i damn bu shou ... damn Noob!!
lucky got Kelvin , Cousin LIM' LAK~
called and ask them for direction ....
(this Morning also .. Called and ask for Ways to go Bukit pangjang . .from yen / qian)

***so good to have fren staying around SG******heheheh

but hor..........
didn't know tt the damn shelf so many..
didn't bring enough POP * slap myself*

So ... Ask UNCLE Ping Sun bian ... take from office..
then .. i finish my display with the remaining POP..
then hungry le....

I go eat... while waiting ..
see wallet.. left $6 ...
ONLI $6 ...
BANK is ZERO ...
-_-'''
decided to eat MAC..
Ya.. MAc again ..
cos tt's the place with More seats..
can slack there longer..

I TRIED my best to EAT SLOWLY~~
about 30 min ....
So slow tt i can count hw many times i CHEW~
haha...
then ...

really slow till the max ..
till i feel COLD..
decided to go out le..
sit outside MAc..
nothing to do ..
UNCLE PING sitll haven CALL!
i decided to call him..
and he told mi ..
he STILL IN PS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*i jitao Fainted*

then some FReak .. ask mi to lend him $2 -_-'''
His timing totally WRONG...
I jitao tell him off kindly: " I also no Money ... tt's y i 'm Sitting here .. doing nothing" =)
BUT i really no Money !!

THen..... sms plp....
then the last sms is .to YEN~
then GONE~~
my hp NO BATT le..
tt's it..
end of my entertainment..
i more helpless nw..
i decided nt to wait anymore..
i go back to the shop.. and Complaint to the owner..
LUCKY she got OLD POP .. With her..
(WAH LIAO! should have ask her earlier ma!!!?)
then ..
by the time i FINISH the shop ..
UNCLE ping came -_-''
end of Ang mo kio story.....

Part 2 of blog ...
WHAT SHOULD I DO !!?
die le la..
is gonna happen again ..
i dun wan put plp aeroplant ..
but..
shit ..
i really dunno hw to do nw..
promised one side le..
but another side .. is as impt leh ...
HOW!?
haiz.....
die le this time.. -_-

totally Different MOOD! Typical Gemni !

Yesterday entry.. So Morbid -_-
so saddening .. Depressing..

then actually today also sian sian de...(morning)
overslept ..
but lucky my company heck de..
boss go for course.. nv come office..
so HECk lor..

Go out office to Display..
Whole day is ..
WAIT ..WAIT WAIT....(Sing: waiting for u .. waiting for u ....)
Wait for SHOP to open !! ( PS shop)

Wait for Shop to Put up the Glass ( Bukit panjang shop)

wait wait wiat.... wait till i sian ...

then .. reach home ..Face the lappy..
started to work on our ZHAO JI WU DI NAN de funka song ...
tt mother fucker ..
LOL..
OH~ today got MOOD sia!
then ..
i completed the Rough song .. 5min !!
Muahahah!Excited !!
then mood good le.. ( ok slap mi pls .. where got mood change so fast de right ??? but really.. i feel good lor!! after seeing the song ok ...One stress DOWN!!)

Weeeee....
headache ... muz go sleep soon...

my mum luv the watch tt mi / my bro buy.. cos mi a BOMB! ..
i'm broKe ...
my Bro ask mi to eat shit ths month ..
well i told ihm : "i basicly eat shit every month ..."
I'm the poorest working person .. u ever seen ~~

Neck hurts ..
my poor arm's skin .. =( Hurts too ~~
but... is ok!! mood good!! hahah

Headache.. But muz wait till 12am -_-
Wish somEONE BDAY ma.. -_- '''''''''' tt ....... 2nd Dec 1986 GAL~
REN!

Breaking down ..

I dun like the changes i see.. i realise..
but i have to take it and face it..
Is different nw..
totally ..

I'm breaking down soon..
i need some support ..
but i get none...

the further i walked in my life..
the least plp around mi understand mi anymore..
I've changed?
or did they changed?

or did they juz give up on me ?

is not true tt Crying can de-stress ..
it makes u onli more .. sad ..

i'm tired ..
i think i should nt bother so much anymore..

keep my mouth Shut.. continued wearing my happy Mask up..
I know i can choose to be happy.. like wat Linda say ?
but i have no reason to be happy for nw ...
hw Depressing..

No one cares anymore ...
I'm gone for good ..


*PS* Sorry .. sad entry .. for both side*
yongz / hanz