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System DOWN~

Hasn't been in the best health this few days..
since fri - > Stomache
then .. .monday flu ... then after tt...
start to lost appetite

NOTHING seems "nice to eat" ot me..
i'm acutally hungry leh ..but juz no "appetite to eat"
So i eat for the sake of.. eating -_-'''

So i nv Finish my food since tt day ..
yesterday most pro ..

guess wat i eat?
i bought snadwiches ( 1/2 ham 1/2 Egg mayo )
I ate the Egg mayo (1/4)
feel full le..
but still Forced down the 1/2 of the bread...
so the 1/2 of the ham .. i leave it.. till 11pm then continued eating..
then i also eat 1 pack of kinder ...
then some plaint water + 1 coke ..

YEAH! tt my dinner ...

feel like "berping" all the time.. is like macham my stomach got AIR ..
wah liao..
then feel like gonna puke anytime ..
dance xin ku espcially when i dance.. -_-''
after eat .. Confirm will PUKE out some Sour juice thingfy... i have no idea wat's tt...

I'm SICK!!
they say i kana Stomach flu / Gastirc flu ..
dunno is which one.. but mon i go see doc onli say i got FLU ..
-_-
sian ..
then in the end she ONLI give mi flu medic ..
SHE...
a female doc..
so ..... Stingy Dun Even wan give mi MC tt day ..
*bleh.. if i dun wan MC ... y waste my $ to find u "???

Lots of plp sick nw.. Most is FLU..
dun care is wat flu .. but is FLU lor.. lOL
So those who is sick .. pls drink more water... and rest more..

those who ain't .. Pls take care of yrself.. drink more water also~~

=)

FIGHT against VIRUS ..

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On the side notes ..

more on inner feeling nw.. * Here it goes.. **Serious MOOD on~*

Frens whom u think who might care for u .. might nt be the one who really care for ya?
or r they taking u for granted ???
had a chat with someone recently ..
saying about his Bday .. even the not so close de fren msg him...
but his best fren .. didn't ..

sad right?

I mean .. nt onli him like tt..
i think quite a feel of us encounter ttb4...(icluding me)
if u haven.. then good for ya.. u got really Closed good fren ..
who didn't take u for granted ..

the more u expect .. when u nv get tt expectation .. u will feel super say
if u nv expect.. but it happens .. is a bonus ...u happy ..****

dunno y ...
sometimes i somehw lost trust in the world ..
i stop talking as much as b4..
even i notice it..
jokes? lesser and lesser ..
getting old? not so Crappy ?nt playful ?

nah .. juz tt the problem / saddness is building up .. day by day ..
making my life less fun and carefree................
and ..
is nt really a morbid post la..
but..
somehw nt to a positive side.....
i seriously trying to find the Positive minz again .>
but .. somehw .. partly failed..
it dun stay long ....

PLP do change..
realise the reality ..
pEople whom u can talk to , Share with , laugh with is no longer able to do the same in the past..

he / she no longer able to talk with u with Common topic / crap / Joke with ya ......

he / she no longer able to share the problem with u ... u no longer feel comfortable sharing problem with her ... nor is she willing to hear yr problem ?

etc ...

well .... is juz part of life ~ face it..
I seen it le..
sad also sad b4 le..
but .. things won't change de..
so .. juz move on ba..
of cos u dun go up to tt person and say..

:"HERE u changed le.. i can't talk to u anymore.. u dun care about me anymore right??"

well as least tt me la..
U all reading de i dunno wor ..
i nv Assume everyone is liek tt..
Diff plp diff style of thinking ..

alright .. enough of sad mood thing.. Here 's PIC~
from my new cam .. =)

Everyone luv my cam~
Yen like ... Bec like ... Joyce.. Like ( she too stun le.. so got this face kekeke)