Another goodbye..

this time round...

Is a goodbye

that is forever..

He's nt coming back ..

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GOODBYE my fren, ISHI

this is the last pic we ever took ..
and it will remain the last ...

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Memories of you will be inself mi forever
cos is you that makes me get in touch with DANCE..

THANK YOU for doing that..
tt's the greatest impact in my life..

Maybe u rest in peace..
Yr sorrow will end nw..

Goodbye XIN~

We will see u soon in 1.5 yrs time ..

(maybe we will fly to Aust soon)

Will miss yr special laughter , ugly dance & yr bao face..

2005 -In Studio ( EVERYONE IS ULTIMATE UGLY.. !!LOL!!)
(esp : Ling , Yen ,me ) -_- but xin still got bun face

2007 - In studio .....Goodbye my fren ..

YeN request:


She wanted me to post this COMPLAINT of hers..






YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
i really hate e way she aact as thou she took e initiative to do things eh

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
when everytime .. EACH AND EVERY TIME

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
is i ask her to do den she do

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
but she alwayd come up wif losusy work

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
not i wanna complain

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
bt she always gif either like e CoNTENT case

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
or e gantt chart she do till ike shit den i edit for her



Part 2



YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
i think tat's wat she have done so far

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
and oh oho h~ create e database

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
like add on a table

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
add 2 names

YeN : "aiyo done but dunno wher is it. says:
and she spend like 3 days doin tat 2 mins job i tihnk







Her projectmate simply Screwed her up .. *shake head*

I wake up crying last night..
thank god is juz a dream..
but is juz so real .. like..













bye xin .. we gonne miss ya..
glad tt u like the whole acting thing..
it turns out quite funny..
proves to me tt mi / yen got script writing talent ..=)

i'm happy tt i made it thru..
last sem of education at least for nw..

=)


After this there'll be no more hiding from the social world ..
Ain't looking forward to tt..

4 world blog entry


"nabei .. i'm sick (flu) !

Happy birthday 22nd SEAH LILING !

my dear 10yrs fren .. oMG!
Yr present is in HK ..
sseriously..
now mi / yen / joyce too poor le.. ( $5 / $4 / $ 0 )
so i go HK then buy for u dope stuff ok?
good thing muz wait..

but i will buy for u .. u dun worry..

























wait a min
where's mine? u gubai ..
i think i dun buy for u le..
LOL

















maybe i will buy? .. .. i 'm a good person =)

I found this on my desktop ..
nt to mention ..
my desktop is super messy and nt organised ..
i can't find my pic / song / video / files

i duNNo who wrote this..
but i dun remember writing this..


anyway ..

shall post it.. :


The strings story

Imagine u being tied down by something..

U can feel tt thing..
Somewhere attached to yr foot..

U feel uncomfortable..
U wanna release that thing…

the heavier it is .. The more uncomfortable it gets
(Something likes a huge piece of rock)

But...

Even if the thing attached is very light … (something like a string)
U still feel the presence ..

U can walk as per normal and moved as per normal


No matter wat u do .. The string is… there..
U can’t untie it ..
Or maybe u think u FORGET about the fact that the string is there?
Or u think tt no one can see the string?
Or U lied to yrself thinking tt , the string will get loose the more u walked?


If NT.. When u assume tt the string is not there..
And then u see the string.. U will feel something..

Or.

When u r too free..
U started to feel the string ..


Think is better to end this …
by using a scissor to cut it off..

Just take the scissor la.. Damn it!

Maybe is easier say than done..
But..

I seen someone doing it… so can u all

Work sux today!

was feeling sucky at work today
Cos..tt'ss this SUPER FAKE instructor @ work ..
Ask mi help Her change this change that..
then i happily help her with my best efford

then today someone told mi ..what she say ..
at the back .. """say i blur?"""
try calling so many plp and see u blur nt..
u biATCH!

*SU - If ya think is Poka dots lady .. u r wrong!!! "

f*cK u man! u bitch!
wanna say about mi ..
juz face it in my face..

i 'm so angry... tt i send her a sms ..
Nt Scolding her..
but juz being sacarstic

trust me..

from nw on
if is anything regarding her.

i confirm will ' L L "
cos she too gubai le..


I feel like smashing all the shop guitars at her when i see her walking to the shop today with her PLASTIC SMILE!


* ok~ enough for the day *
I shall go sleep.. tml is a long day ..

Wan more info .. ask from me..
i can tell u 1 full length stroy ~

Off day is normally the most "NUA" + "BORING" days.

some Females Customers are really suckers and bitches ..
i dun understand why do they think tt they're the BOSS or QUEEN.. even if theyr customer..

New THeory learnt this sem : No COMPANY would wan a bad customer.., customer is nt always right...


but... still Had to call on to Clarify something " cos i Screwed" up the timing..
Watever ..

for HK .. i shall work more..
everything is for HK nw..
the most impt Trip ..!

I can't wait to go infinity dance studio there!



was nuaing to dance.
but i feel super lazy nw..
i'm ... brOKE agaiN!
Bank with $27.30 ..

Hur hur.. when is this gonna stop?
i wanna stirke some lottery !

oh wait..
i didn't even buy~

was spending the whole afternooon editing the blog skin..

damn ..

my colour and font are in a mess..

i'm lazy to fixed it..

juz let it be first

in case i nv report to u ..

i'm overjoyed ..
i'm happy..
cos i passed ..
my last sem module..

wondering y ?

cos i failed 2 modules last sem
namely : DC / OB

then i appeal ..

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.No reply from them (sim)
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.I thought they bastard .. dun accept my appeal ...
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.then today ..
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.i opened this "DO NOT BEND" letter
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..THEY SAY MY APPEAL ACCEPTED!!!!1
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..HiGH !
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i pass..

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. =) , i 'm happy !


ya..happy as i can be
my heart still ache when i saw u=(
I need to shake u out..
out of my life..

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Human Contridiction ...
YES InDeed ....

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If others give up on you = Still got hope
If u give up on yrself = No hope

u r one dead meat..
then u will rot..
then..
will have fly .. worms... then.. all sorts of digusting thing around u ..
then .. u will decomposed and

u will DISAPPEARED!!

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.GwEn Stefanie -LUxUrioUS sia!!!!!!!

DOPE CHERO with DOPE SONG =D

sorry i too high ..
cos.. i really luv this song..haha ..after seeing this...

by JP SAN PEDRO




then today .. got to learn this.. from oschOOl..
(well of cos nt same chero la.. but same song)
more high ..
LOL

sorry i report.. but i too high liao..


off to sleep..

i gt to work tml sia...

work work .. money money .. HK HK!! broke broke.. =D

I'm happy today..

cos..
1. I passed all my module..
this means that i dun have to pay EXTRA money to complete my studys
this means that i dun have to waste 1/2 a yr more to retake the module
this means that i'm still a student
this means that i still can eat mac student meal
this means that i dun to work full time nw
this means that i can slack more
this means that song do not have to write another appeal letter for me
this means that i dun have to treat her bubble tea and kaya toast
yeaness!

2.I danced again after 1 week of dance break.kinda last min
this means that i can burn some calories
this means that i means that i can gossip more with JJ
this means that i can test my new shoes to dance (sux.. i got blister =( )
this means that i can finally register my ezlink to oschool ( macham i'm the only one )
this means that i can dance a STRESS-LESS class
this means that we can de stress from the sadness we got...
this means that i spend money (sad)
yeaness yeaness!!

3.I slacked at work today when boss is away in KL
this means that i can eat more kaya toast and drink ice lemon tea
this means that i can stare at the piano / drum set
this means that i can play MSN
this means that i can talk
this means that i can take a long break
this means that i get to see cute french guy .. LUCAS today..
( i should have be his tour guide for the day)
this means that i can dun answer the phone calls
this means that i can use the phone in the company and call ariel.c
Yeaness Yeaness Yeaness !!!

YEA! happy.. i guess...

HIGH dao! ( thanks ... Fish / Jianhua/Raine/Henry/Yishan/Meiling/Sher)
for the $$$$$$$ to buy this.. haha

U can pulled us so high ... then u can throw us back to the ground
slaming it so hard to the floor..
that we feel so painful and hurt ..

sometimes i wonder
wat keeps mi going all this time..
izzit juz passion/strong interest

I have now lost the motivation to move on further..
Cos i duNNo wat u r looking for..
and i dunno wat i can really do ..
wat's my strength and ability..
Unique feature?

it juz slowly fade off..


I hope to regain tt motivation..
maybe nt from u ..
from somewhere..
which i hope i can find it.. in near future..