Sunday, October 30, 2005

is PIcture FlashBack time !!

So many event has happeN..
but lazy me. . dun wan to post pic / upload pic ..
So nw..
Heres all the pic ..

Ariel's Bday CelebratioN

We celebrate Halloween Early ~
Si Yen Yen alwat Act cool -_-
With the Super Aunty Jessica
Main Character of tt Day .. and tt day ONLY~ Ariel .C
Actually onli mi / von .. then dunno y .. suddenly so many plp chap in
Xiao mian bao de Wu gui po (little Bread de TUrtle Aunty)ENTHU FACE!
Another set of Enthu Face with Von
With Von agaiN!
ya.. VOn again ..-_-''' (act cute)
New NRA juniors
Shameful Act Forever ...
WAH!! see GHOST!! VON!!! hahahahaah!
Another one.. Lingz! Looks like dead fish to me ~~~

SCARLET HOTEL TRIP in a Rainy DAY!!
THe hotel really ROX!.......

Taken in the hotel TOliet...
Me and Raine ..
Look at the background !! like wallpaper !!
THe whole Bar is OURS!! Muahahah!!At 3am~
Seriously i'm, in a state of Sleepy mood .. see pillow.. More sleepy.. WAH~
........................

THere comes a time ...
when ..
u feel Sucky again ..
As in the sense tt ..
is so difficult to talk to plp nw..
Keeping thing to yrself..
is not Healthy ..i know..
but can't help it..
juz dun feel "Safe" to talk to plp nw..

Sometimes ..
will juz stare at one corner..
and juz stare ..
doing nothing ..
mind keep running..

Decided not to show any mood nw.
is better..
sad .. Angry?

Decided not to Push too much for anything to happen ..
juz let it be ..
therefore . .. i might be ignoring something ... or maybe hiding ?
well .. i feel that that's he best this way nw..

I;m quite lost of wat to blog smetimes ..
is like.. happy things do happen ..but .. tt's bound to be sad thing.
SMallest thing .. hurts the most..
wat u see..
what happen in front of u ..
even Small thing like taking a picture ..
it shows everything ..

Watching energy concert nw..
HIGH and happy ..at first..
nw.. is the ending ..
Sad song ..
Everyoen is crying ..
Affecting my mood ..
Sad..


I'm Afraid to be alone..
Pls dun throw me alone in the dark...

Thursday, October 27, 2005

I'm BACK!!...But..

HELLO! my dear blog reader...
Min min is back to blogging..
This few days quite BZ ... And somemore... my Ethernet Modem SPoilt .. so no more wireless ..
aiya..
actually i nw very tired ..
Dun feel like blogging much too ..
So .. i shallCut short everything..

eh...
Starting is go Camp .. NRA camp ..
in Senorita group ..
I'm bad at names ..Seriously~~
i dun remember new plp name tt ez..
so .. nv really communicate well with some of the Jrs..
Anyway~~
Same groupwith Ken (DJ)
not so stress .. cos he also can chero ..
nabei .. hate to chero sia.. Brain cells a lot die..
Overall .. had Fun in the camp ..~ =p

second is Ariel Bday??? i guess..
nothing much la... juz Play ice cream Cake SMASHING~~
eat... talk .. she sian 1/2 .. 1/2 way.. .then go back tonormal ..
ya.. tt's all ..
but it was fun playing a trick on her bday ..
and Putting the toothpaste on her OREO~~
muahahahah *DEvils Horn*
I Still Surived every year *PROUD*
like i told Rino .... Bad plp always survived..

and ya!! talking about bday ..
when for MEiling 21th Bday celebration !1
wow.. her family member a lot sia.. then the aunty so good
help us BBQ food..
so long nv see TB28 plp ~~
got so many thing to say ~~ still so funny..
especially Henry , Jian hua with her NS joke..
and mi /yishan/ raine with our SIGNED ON pLAN~~...
Nacrotics / Police force / Air force ..... muahahahahhah .. all cos of $$$$$
then talked about hw we gonna celebrate our 21st bday ..
kaoz.. Chalet ?? again???
dunno .. i haven decide yet.. muahaha

then to Sherlyn hotel she work in and slack ..
and got Free food / drink and take pic..
damn Freaking nice lor.. the hotel..
is called Scarlet hotel ..
woo!! Nicer than fullerton HOtel~~


then is chalet.
Well ..
nt really enojy to the fullest.. cos..
lao niang got to work la..
sO
first day night i go le..
jitao miss the climax..
Overall : Sian ~and spoiler ...

Hmmmmmm...
then .. still have ma?
dunno leh..
damn tired nw..

Shall nt blog any more ..
I hate Samsung de Lao nu ren~~
she make mi need to go office tml at 9am~
SUX!

and.. thankz allegra for the compliment today!
HIAK~
go my motivation back ...=P

Thursday, October 20, 2005


FInally Updated!

Wahaha! Long time nv blog le..
damn lazy ~cos everyday also come back late night..
well ALMOST everyday ..
so tired ..

Work is Killing me..
BOss happily go HOLIDAY~
moi stuck in office doing all her work for her..
then another "boss"
she.. like macham dunno anything de..
juz know hw to CALL and check ~~ KNS!

Dance.. was tiring ..Escpially
Dance Battalion Chero ...
Oh did i say Dance Battalion ??
YA!
is ..
my ARMY Group name~~
It ONCE consist of : ( Sam , Yen , Me , Peiying , Joyce , Joanna)
but now....

Great changes to my group..
the Surviors left only
me , yen , sam
So sad ..
But is ok la..
Muz still jia you ~!

Tired also other reason ..
the damn studio is Damn HOT ..
sweat like a dog ...
kaozz..

Yup.. rough update ended..
nothing really much to say ..
oH~ ya .. i also go camp ..
NRA camp ..
tiring also ..
alamak~ see la..
everything also tring~~
kaozz..
I need sleep

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Addicted !

OMG~ .. i 'm ...
i'm ............
i'm VERY...
......
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.
.
.
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..
...
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.
.
.
.
.
...........
.
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.ADDICTED!! to ......
THIS SONG!

DI TI TIAN ---- Sang by SUN YANZI~
written by ... yanzi , mayday and..... F.I.R!
Freakly nice.. woo!

Go work .. in my mp3 .. i think i put repeat mode..
all the way .. onli listne this song ..WOW!!


haha...

ok..
nw.. upper part of body ACHING..
Arm ...Wrist .......... Waist .....BAck~~
Cos.. of .. yesterday funka prac...with ARmy gals..
Alright.. basicly..
Ann teaches us like.. 4 eights... i guess..
and.. all FLOOR work ...
I know i did tell someone tt i like floor work ..
but this time a bit too much la.. hahah....

anyway ..
nw tpying this entry..then saw my hand.. got ..something..
I bought a NEW watch juz nw!!
i dun normally wear watch .. but..
i simply LOVE it !!
is vintage kind of watches...
wooO!

and ya.. tml going CAMP!
yeah!!

this song juz bring my mood so high~~
happY~~

Pic from yesterday :
Funkamania Prac... (Jean , Jo , Yen , Joanna , Daphne ,Minz , WQ , Lingz, JJ)

Monday, October 10, 2005

TIred ... Drained.... emotion

I'm trying very hard..
maybe juz one sided..
She's not..

I msg .. she dun..
well..
some says.. if u cherish . .then cannot give up hope on her..
muz take initative..
ma de.. bullshit...

i dun think she cherish anymore ba..
the cracK... is there to stay ..
let time lead us ba..

I seems ok ..
NOT !

*it takes 2 hand to clap

Sunday, October 09, 2005

So Near BUt.....

We r so near.... juz side by side..
but..
Our heart is juz so far apart..
I can't see it..
the familiar u .. is no longer there..
u are like a stranger...
whom i dunno ..
We ain't the same anymore..

we can hold the silents for a journey .. breaking the silents is by someone else
nt u ..
Smiles and laughter ..yes there is but..
is juz nt the same le..
what's wrong?
something is blocking us..
i can't see the wall .. i dunno wat wall is it..

do u care?
I dun see tt u care..
maybe i'm the one who care?
nt u ..
I doubt u will know..
cos i won't speak out..
neither would u ..
u nv will ..
nt to me.. anymore...
or have u ever??
so doubtful ..

I wanna know....
but u nv told.. u nv write.. u nv mention it.. at all..
I'm dying to know..
But hw u expect mi to know???
I need some indication ............................................................
but i can't find it..

hw many times had i tear for you..
but have u tear for me ever b4?
MRT ...

Saw this on my HP
i totally forgotten about it..
i think i write this on my HP ...a few days ago .. while taking the train to work..
this "LADY" simply .. caught my attention..
NAH~
nt tt she pretty or wat shit..
juz wat's she's doing ..

I WROTE:
Nw on MRT on my way to work , I start to Observe people
I sometimes cannot understand why plp ,wanna make others stare at them ...
with their Strange attitude . ANGER especially .....!!

Showing their Anger in the public .. SHAMEFUL ACT..
Example : Talking to someone on the cell phone .. with LOUD and ANGRY voice..
macham wanna kill your fren ... wah ..
Then after finish talking .. u somehw like hang up the phone ..
then yr face is macham like BABOOO butt face.... so red ( angry ) ma..
didn't u realise tt ... is nt yr home??
everyone is staring at u ..
HELLO... we r not deaf ... LOL!

and other thing...
treating yr Belonging with angry..
when u realise tt yr Watch is spoilt.. u trying to "FIXED" it..
banging ... Pulling .. bla bla bla..
i guess u ain't fixing it..
u r spoilting it..
for goodness sake !!
go Take it and repair la..~~ Kaozz..
U dun seem poor to me..
haha..
Poor belonging / frens of yrs..

--END---

and ya.. i did rmemeber..
PArent Scolding / hitting their child .. in public..
fuck la..
nt shameful meh ??
wan everyone to know hw naughty yr child is??
wan everyone to know tt.. u r a Violent Father / mother?
by giving them a slap on the face/ arm??
poor kids..

and ..
muz u tell others tt .....
"if u dun stop CRYING.. i dun wan u le !"
lol~
lousy sentences used by almost all the Parents..
SHUCK~

Is interesting to observed plp ..
keke..
and writing it down .. when u see such thing..
tt's plp..
plp r diff...

i'm bored at home..
muz clean room..
but i 'm lazy ..

i can't stand being alone ..
so bored..
so sian ..
nothing to do .. makes mi anyhw think ..
think .. then .. sad kaoz..
slap slap ..
minz go clean yr room la!
so messy~~!!
GONE CLEAN ROOM~ shucK~


In the MRT ...

Taken yesterday ...This gal .. dress sense sux .. >>> not i wanna say . .wan Act JAP / Korean ... but.... look at the BAG! -_-''''
RUsh ~

Had to go for extra work today .. kaoz..
Cos of the stupid SPEC card..damn it ..
waste my time..
really Rush thru the WHOLE of SG zone..

Chinatown > Funan > Suntec > Century Square > PS > Causeway > Home > Cine

Wah kaoz...
pia till siao..
late for the movie ..
have to take cab down *$$$ fly**
Watch 40 yr old Virgin ..
nt bad la..
Quite a Expected show.. =)

Walked around had dinner ..
bla bla bla.. aimelsss again ..LOL
Ya.. then walk le.. play Arcade ...and went home..

hmmmmm....
we talked more le..
=) can see improvement.. but is it juz on the surface??
hw about the depth ?

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Unlocked ~~

Can see from the title hor?
ya..
i set off the password..
nt tt i wan many plp to know my blog nw..
juz tt..
the password crap ..
is irritating me..
everytime .. i go to others blog... and click back to my own blog..
it asked for my password..
alaamaK!

such a impatient person like me..
cannot stand this for long..
and tada!!
I Scrapped away the password..
For those who didn't realise..
the password...
is .....
heeeee..
is....
"YONGZ VERY JIAN"
nice hor this password.. LOL~
But no no use le.. can mention here..
i doubt anyone would guess it ..
Anyway..

had a tiring day ..
Walke.d... walked walked...Kaozz..
shit is Clear from yesterday ...
glad. ..

tml muz work..
fuck it..
i'm Unhappy..
simple word..
"UNHAPPY"
eats my damn saturday~
FUCK ..
I dun like to travell..
Gosh .. hw i wish i got my own transport ..
CAR!? but no license!
LAuzz.. gonna get one soon..
wait for my $$$!

Sentosa tml?
kaozz.. is a unknow..

Thursday, October 06, 2005

LAgging Excitment..

Yesterday too tired le..
blog also like ..boring de..
Mentally ->>> Sleepy
Pysically ->>> body Aching from dance..
oh my GOd .. i 'm in funkamania 2006..
i can't believe it myself..
hard work Pays off??

Actually .. dun really feel excited yesterday ..
nt tt i'm NOT excited..
is juz tt... when ann told mi this news..
I was Bz with something else..
in my mind ..
and tt's "TAKING ORDERS for DRINKS"

So when she asked mi to come over..
i thought tt she wanted mi to buy her some drinks...
noting in my mind is about "FUNKA"
=)
oh well..as i 've mention ..
the more u dun think about the thing..
when the thing happen .. u will be more happy.. keke

gonna work harder..
cannot let ann down ..
Jia you... ARMY GALS!
Yea..
i'm in the Army group..

Talk more to ling le..
but..
still Awarkard ..
can see she also wan to talk wat to me..
the same goes to me..
about the email thing tt u all suggest..
think nt la..
juz nt my style ..
i also dunno wan write wat..

On the side note..
wow..today work like facing a lot of problem with the part timers..
plp ain't ez to manage wor..
plp make mistake..
we ain't computer.. LOL
but.. woo..
lucky mange to settle ..
next week launch .. i gonna be alone ..
Stress~~
but.. ya .. i can do it.. =) POSITIVE MIND IS BACK~
When U Least Expect...

IS true when the more u wan something to happen ..
it dun ..
Then u go Sad sad over it..
then ya.. u sad lor.. think think think ..

Then ... u nv go think about it so much le..
it happen ~~
then u happy .. is like striking lottery ... !

True la..
a bit..
experience it today ..
Funka / Ling ..
as least good news =)

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

No differences at All....

BAck to the studio for my dance..
saw her for the first time since the incident happen ..
Well..
Nv smile ... nv talk ..
we r like stranger..
sad right?
Frens become like tt....

I dun seems to know hw to approach her again ...
We seems to DRIFTED apart..
We 2 seems like .. we dunno each other..

Wanted to pass her the water bottle which is Refilled ...
But nv .. in the end .. i ask peiying pass to her..
Wanted to give her the tee..
but..
i waited for 2 mins ..
thinking of hw to talk to her..
in the end..
i walked over and said : orange .. yr tee.."
i called her ORANGE...
i nv usually call her tt..
i stick to calling her name..
real name..
Have i lost the ability to call her Name again ??

People readin my blog nw... with password..
I'm sure u all know what is happening between us .. right?
TELL MI WAT TO DO ??
Both of us .. dun seems to be taking initative..
I wanted to ..
but..
no chance...
and.... dunno hw to apporach her..
Wat to say to her?
What to react??

try to reply to her joke juz nw.. but..
She dun seems to react to tt..
hai~

So affected by this..

during dance..
she's juz standing beside mi ..
but..
we seems far apart too ..

acting nothing has happen ??
Joke .. laugh ... take pic...
She does tt..
so do i ...
but.. at the side of my eyes..
i'm always looking out for wat she's doing..


taling about pic
juz nw use it to take pic in my new hp ..
i took ask the gals to take pic .. using my hp ..
as caller Pic ..
i knew tt i miss out her..
but i nv approach her..
I dunno hw ...

Juz strange feeling ..
as long as .. tt's no communication between us ..
i guess this will continued ba..
Hope for the best.. on wed ...



I see her as the same..
does she see mi as the same person??
It seems like .. we ain't the same anymore..
will it go more to the worst or best??



Sunday, October 02, 2005


No diff right?

有时。。。当一件东西
对我们不重要是。。
有没有他都没有分别。。。。。
我想。。。。
我就是那不重要的东西吧。。
有我没我都时一样的。。。
大家对我的看法到底是什么?
以前。。。。我不管。。。现在。在。。
经过她那次的SMS。。。。
我开始觉得。。。。我在大家的面前。。。。
看法很象不是很好。。。。
好伤心啊。。。。

今天。。。。那个想法又来了。。。。
:“然我这个不重要的人静静的离去吧。。。。”
不知道为什么会这样想。。
HAI~


过了这么多天。。
还是被那件不开心的事情困绕。。。。
我们两个之间的想法不同。。。。

我:觉的大家把心中的事说出来。。会比较好。。。。免得我们有心结。。
她:觉的没有必要说出来。。。。

糟糕了。。。。
一天不说。。。。
我就觉得越来越奇怪。。。。
我没有办法用以前的眼光对待她。。。
我想。。。。她也没有办法做到吧?
如果再这样下去。。。。。。。。。我们的友谊。。就会慢慢的变淡。。。。

Taken at sam Bday celebration...
when we were still ...............









Face it Not..

Morning..
i didn't went for dance..
juz dun feel like going ..
Dunno wat's bothering me..
kaoz..
i'm hiding in my home

Meet.. Van for my Converse Jacket..
it has been in the tan chiong office for so long..
i forget to take it back when i quit the company..
nw then take back -_-

Evening..
meet Buddies for Dinner ..
Have Zhi cha~
yummy..
BotaK~~ BOtaK~
ZH , Yong meng , Chongz , Jeff ...
poor HY .. the onli guy kana left out from their conversation ..
muahaha...
feeling .. fresh ..
cos.. my mind nv go think of problem i have nw..
cos..
plp there r juz more problem free...
=)

Sometimes..
wanting to tell plp trouble .. all those thing..
but is simply hard to find plp..
nt tt.. no plp is avalible around u ..
juz tt..
sometimes.. u dunno if u should tell tt person
or feel comfortable telling the person ..
this type of fren ..
actually 1 is enough ..
juz 1 ...

do i have tt 1 fren?
to share your sorrow ... yr complaint ... joy .. gossip ....?
Multi - task fren..
ALL in one..
but.. will he/ she always be the first to reach u??
i really dunno..
this is really a doubt..

Saturday, October 01, 2005

ThiNking ....

TOday was a much better day compare to yesterday...
Yesterday was miserable..
watever bad thing plp say ..
i accept..
dun even wan to bother to explain .. or defend myself..
pessitimistic ..
attitude sux?
maybe ba..
since plp say tt.. they have their reason ..
totally nt in the mood to do anything....
the more she said... i feel tt is true and hurt..
maybe is Putting salt on wonds ba...
sad sad sad ... then more sad...
so her opionion of me is like tt...
well ...*speechless*


But...
actually muz thank to ariel phone call..
makes mi feel better.
Heard from her tt.. Ling seems ok ..
ya... im glad to hear tt..
and tt she told her.. she's nt angry with mi ( thought i dun really fang xing la..)

I still find it "qi guai"
I'm hiding ..
I dun wan to face her..
NRA plp ..
strange lor..
dunno y ..
the eyes ...
scary ...

I actually know wat is happening .. thought nt so fast..
cos i nv "ONLINE" in msn ..
but i did go online..and.. i actually block everyone on NRA ..
dunno ..
I juz dun wan them to talk about this issue yet..
very fan ~

Read someone blog..
so many thing happen to her last night..
hai~
she's brave..
but .. can see she's quite sad ..
can't help her much when she's down ..
juz send her sms ..
hoping to cheer her up..
feel helpless again ..
Frenz sad.. i always can't seems to do anything..
LOUSY~

today ..
work.. was ok .. got real thing to do .
Muz think of Marketing IDea of Display for samsun new lauch ..
cool...
giving creative idea..
i like =)

after then when my grandma house.. eat dinner
so long nv see her le..
so she seems to age..
muz nw visit her more often ..
cherish the time nw with her.. b4 is too late * TOUCH WOOD**
=)
then ..
again .. is a long journey .... back home..
a lonely one..