AS IF I CARE ~
Since tt day .. I No longer Bothered to looK into yr life again ~
DUn Worry~

too many thing juz happen ... within the pass few days..
of cos tt's happy / sad incident la..

but i will NOT update today ..
cos..
i 'm freaking tired..

will post of long entry ..sooN.. =)

Is a Brand New Day ..

Alright!
shall nt blog about the things tt bothering mi for the pass few days yo!

Minz should be happy de..
blog happy thing .. and shall blog about today !

yeah! today Minz very happy..
cos firstly ..
i nv work ma..
So can sleep till late late.. ( happy)

then cos got prac ma ! ( Dance = happy)
Oh ya..
mi in chambermaid item .. haha

speaking of tt..
actually chambermaid is quite cool la!
I thought will very song de ...
but.. woo!
haha
"Hey MA MA ! " Da chambermaids Are toxic "!


anyway .. later after dance.. go town with Ah von ~
and had a SUPER DUPER LONG chat with her..
regarding all short of Matters..
so long nv chat with her for so long le..
=)
Happy.. but.. thristy ..HAHA
cos we talked too much ..
and ya lo ..
simple but HAPPY DAY!
frens are the dopest.. =P

*seeing 1 is Ok ...
seeing 2 is a bothered .. * Yuck~

DISAPPOINTED in YOU~~~~~~~~~
Haiz~
Out of everyone ... why you ?

Can't take it anymore..

the more i heard..
the more i 'm feeling disappointed ... sad ..... lost and heartache ..

IS 2 side i care for ..
i can't side either one.. ~
Haizz..

I juz hope that the thing we thought is NOT true..
but i guess is quite unlikely nw..

i really dunno u anymore..
Y does it turn out to be this way ..?

Seeing is believing ...

thing are getting complicated ...
more plp getting involved ? maybe?
maybe not ..
maybe is juz as simply..
but i'm seeing it as a complicaed point of view?
maybe i'm thinking too much??

I also wanna believe it ..
but my eyes juz see things that dun allow mi to believe it in a simply way?

like wat people say ...
some plp only believe wat they see..
ya .. i guess i 'm such person ..
No point saying this thing and ... i 'm seeing other thing...

I really hope tt is nt what i'm thinking ..
cos.. if it really happens ..

the trust in u will be gone ..
u will then disappoint mi ...........................................
*keeping finger cross*
Shall wait and see and observe ...


*shall blog about genting trip soon

Picture time..


Sushi Teh ...
wah liao the food is damn dope.. really !
We order till siao lor.. this is only part of it ^^
THankz TB28!
So After them.. guess tt will be the last batch of present to round up this yr Birthday ^^

Ok ..

from the left :
Elmo - Ariel C?
Sunflower - Secret Admirer ???
Roses - NRA or ariel c ? LOL! i duNNo
Green Card - Bonnie chin
Yellow Card - Eitan Staffs
Mini Key Chain - Bonnie Chin
BIG RED BLING Card ANG BAO Worth $380 - MY BUddies!!!!!
Levis Square Cut jeans - TB28
IPod Nano - MUmmY!!
Suntec Voucher - Eitan Staff
Converse High Cut shoe - Tb28 !!

Nt in the pic :
Balieys - Minhan
She's the man Movie - Puaz

LUV The present !!!! thanks PLP!! ^^
espically the effort of Mian for making mi the DOPE bling Card aka Ang bao for mi .. as for my request ^^


WoooO!


and .. next pic ..
basicly.. i 'm lazy la.. so blog my fave pic nia
haha!

OuCH~ this is todays Update.. lOL!
like i fall from stairs hor?

Xiao Dou Dou's blog..

Can't blog of happy thing again today ...
cos.. yongz intro mi to see this blog ..--> Xiao Dou Dou's Blog
Is about this gal ..
who blog about her Journey from startin of her treatment of her stage 3 cancer..
till she......
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.
.
.
.
.
.
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.
.Passed away


was really affected by this blog..
mood suddenly tone down .. After reading..
i really pity her illness
but is touched by her courage !
go read this blog..
u all will learn something..
I started thinking so much .. about life..

pls prepare some tissues.. if u r a normaL human being with feelings..

Rest in Peace " XIAO DOU DOU"
Yr Pain is being taken away ....

Tonight ...

1.Have you ever encounter times whereby you listen to a sad song…
U suddenly got very affected by it ..
But when the song ended …. U clicked the replay button ..
Y did u do that ? Knowing that u will still be sad listening to the sad song ?

How do u feel nw ?
Sad ? Depress ? Lonely ? rejected ??? Etc …………….. All sort of negative feeling overwhelm you ..
No one to talk to .. Cos wat’s with u .. is u and the song …
Is eating into yr heart …


How about happy song?
does it help ?
No right ?
cos… It doesn’t appeal to you ..
you dun feel the happiness ..

Maybe is the Spilt personality of Gemini izzit?
Like wat JJ say ..
Emotional too ?
but comes to think of it..
Y u sad?
Any reason?
Maybe your answer is DUNNO ..
cos u juz feel it ??

think most of the plp i talked to tonight regarding this ..
feels and does the same thing ? Listen to sad song AGAIN and AGAIN ..
but y we do tt ?
do we Know?
Haizz…………
hate this …


2.Cursed or Reality ?
I began doubting myself..
Haiz…

3.Maybe is juz too swallow...
always nt on the mind ..
haiz..

Minz is UNHAPPY........Now ... =(

*Song : Nan Quan Ma mA - Shi Jian Luo Dao Tui

有些话　很可笑　给承诺　又办不到
　有些梦　很微妙　醒来後　却被洗掉
　有些爱　常迟到　来不及　给拥抱
　总来不及　让你知道

　有些事　很荒谬　爱恨总在　原地绕
　有些人　很无聊　明明寂寞　装骄傲
　有些爱　在寻找　分不清　谁重要
　总分不清楚　谁先为谁心跳