Pictures..

GLen Bday!
We sabo glen on his bday .. but he's happy.. cos he can .. sit in the Security car

V.DAY
At TCC ... mi with bad hair day , Liyana , Stef
Another 2 ... Jess ,qianx
ok .. the cake nt very nice... the pic nt very nice.. also cos Liyana Hand shaky .. but we nice can le.. ahahahah! ( y qianx got act innocent face???...*shy ge pi*)
I think this gal "an lian" me.. lOL!!!
Ok here;s a better one... we got greedy face.. lOL!!
Juniors Bi si me ... dun wan mi take pic.. but.. see my pic so pro~~
the drink nt very nice leh.. =\
Went out of TCC.. we saw Chao chao ..LOL!! (sian the person block the head)
Then fake chao chao came..LOL!
I feel so pig ... Go TCC then go yoshinoya EAT! lOL!!

Nt bad la.. this pic.. if got mi .. more nice..

this one also ..lOL~
2 dearest Fat face.. loL~
Peiyi & mi~
oh sayang sayang....*yen act motherly* -_-
Balloon tt skye buy ~~ ^^ mi /and the finally see vonny ...

Every gals + (Terrence + Junchao) - skye ...
All - Skye lOL!

So much .. yet didn't

There's so much that i wanna say ..
say it out ..
maybe it will feel better..?

but somehw..
Words are stuck in my mouth ..
Nothing came out..

Juz a smile ..


Seriously..
i dun dare to say ..
I'm afraid tt when i said it.. they will can't be bothered ..

It nearly came back into my juz nw..
I stoned ..
then .. suddenly ..
everything comes back again ..
when i knew it was coming ..
i stopped it.. from coming ..
I need to do something.. to prevent those thoughts from coming in ..
when u r alone . .doing nothnig..
when is too quiet ..
"trouble came in "
....Haiz..

They asked mi last night..
y suddenly wan come out drink tea ?
so sudden
my reply : " Juz feel like drinking"

nah~ it was fake..
i lied ..
u expect mi to tell them ..
Cos i 'm feeling sad & troubled
i need company ..

its juz nt me to say this out ..
*lucky ... mian , qian , yongz , ZH , vince turned out.."
make mi laugh ... away the trouble ..=)


thankz for those who asked..
is those unexpected people again ..
those closer one..
nah~
sometimes is really ironic ..
even those nt so close de..
they know something is wrong..
wat about yr close fren ?
do thye know ?
or they choose nt to say ??

well .. i dunno ..
whatever..

.
.
.
... lets nt talk about it le..
i wanna sleep le..

bye..


hope tml will be better for me...
i muz "zhi wo chui mian"
=)


我会不说不想说。。。。。怕说了也没有用

我真的不想长大！！！！！！
(i wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD!!)

Seriously.. i'm getting too bothered about issus in my life..
this time is really "LIFE" my life"....
it makes mi really feel sick / tired of growing up ...
no wonder so many plp wanna commit suicide ..

really really .... agree with S.H.E song ....
Growing up really sux...
I WISH i NV grew up.... But i know it can't happen....

is HArd man~~
really hard growing up .. .
So many things to handle ..
things gettin so complicated as u grew older..
things ain't like in the pass when i'm juz a student , a teenager , kid ......

all i have to think about is..
buying things u like ...... go out with frens .... and study to pass exam ..
go sch ... go CCA ... bla bla bla ..
ya stress .. of cos tt's stress ...

Stress is wat?
Study .. exam .. all those..
Well comparing those stress ..
to wat' i'm having nw..
is REALLY NOTHING ...

Stress nw can make u .. Lost yr Mood is doing everything u doing nw.
Still need to put up a face in front of others..
Pretending to be strong .. to be oK~ to be happy ..

I wanna cry.. i feel like crying .. really ....
I hold on to it..
I blust On HAPPY songs ....
over and over again ..
trying to claim down my mood ...
"trying"
Happy song dun seem happy ....
it doesn't give mi the treatment .. .to make mi 4get ..the TROUBLE ..
cos tt's too much trouble ..

One link too another ...
so much ... tt .. it is like STUCKING in my Mind ..
nothing can push it out..
i know i try NOT to think of it this time..
but..
fail...
for the moment ..

Walking .. and walking ... dunno hw long i have walk ..
i start to get tired / hungry ..
buy the food ..
i walked back home....................
i'm TIred .......
but.. at least it did claim mi down a bit..

Dance , Study , Work , Financial , Family , Friends......................................
fuck it ! I dun wan any problem coming to me ..

I will come back when i'm tired ....
Juz let mi know tt u will be waiting ..
tt u care ..

Behind u..........

Nah .. is nt ghost behind u .. non a stalker ..
non a... bug trying to sting ya...
LOL~

anyway ..
totally blog is gonna be short ..


U know only who u really care when they r in trouble / in sadness ..


To the frens i really care !! ( Only i know who )

*i will always behind u .. always... watching u .......................
...
..

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.
.to make sure u r alright ...
..
..

it doesn't really matter if u care or nt..
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.
.
as long as u r alright.. . =)
..
..
.
. U r happy ..
. So am i ....
.
. So...
.EVERYONE stay HAPPY!!



===SUCH a WONDERFUL world...=====
thankz to VON for reminding mi of this .. hohoohho ...
and Staying away from Negative thoughts ... muhaha!


The air is so fresh ,
The sky is so clear
The Ocean is so blue
The grass is So green ...
WOnderful world~~
loL~



CHange new blog song :
cos i luv the MTV =)
is so real ..
Mask in everyone face ..
Smile in front... Sorrow behind ..
tt's wat we call " BEHIND the SMILE .. lies a diff story ..."

CONTINUED SMILING .............................................

"D"

I feel so "D"

blog hop..
is true tt normally we see sad post..

y do we post sad thing?
i dunno about others..
for me..
I juz feel like typing eveeything OUT..

my blog is like a fren who allows mi to type out everything..
listen to my Sorrow / complaint ..
it nv failed to miss out the word i type..

frens...?
is hard to find out tt listens nw..
or should i say .. is hard to say thing out nw ...

We See the Future..

Yup..
everything we predicted ..
is coming true..
wat i can say is... GOOD OBSERVATION / PREDICTION ...

Obvious shit..
THe reality always SUX ..
haizz..

*PS: omG~ i realised i already 4get the dancestep for Battalion ..-_-''''
Shows tt.. no matter hw "shou" u r to something at one point of time
.. when ya nv prac it anymore..
soon it will FADE OF YR MIND ....
then slowly .. erased it..
same goes to everything...

Belonging ..

one will be happier in a place she feel more belonged to ..
A place where is she more HAPPY to be in ..
a Place where she wans to be in ..
with Plp she thinks she have More FUn . LAugter with ..
She will / might nt give a damn to somewhere which she's nt happy in ..
maybe dun evne have good memories there.. even if she is in tt place..
to her.. tt place is juz a PASSERBY - place..
nothing proud for her to be there ..

Is quite obvious something..
who she is happier with ?
maybe is NOT u ..nt her .. nt him .. but is someone else.

and maybe she will NOT share so much think with ya..
cos she dun feel the "belonging" between u / her..

too bad lor..
got rejected for caring..
tt feeling sux..

is like.. u offer a help .but..
she throw it away ..
quite SAD also ..

but.. what to do ?













keep quiet lor...


















On the side notes...
my wisdom teeth pain is coming BACK again..
the gum is so Swollen ..
it bleeds..
i tasted blood ....
I can't really sleep last night cos it bothers mi too much ..
Haizz..

i wanna go HK with NRA this march ..
$1 k ?
hw to save within ... 2 months?
eat bread?
maybe can..
since tooth so pain .. might as well take this chance to save money ... jian fei ...
I feel so fat after CNY ..

*PS: dun Doubt me... u will make mi feel unhonest.....

BORED and i decided to blog~!

Chu 3 at WQ house ...


Slacking after preparing..
Yen NV help .. she..... hide inside Wq room ..
SO much FOOD!!! hahah!!
-_-''' Look at their Greedy face!
Eat Eat EAT!!
Eat more ... Eat..
What is that ???
Shuck~ Yen broke the Glass.. Suay to the max..

Question in my Mind

1. Question 1: Is it true that one will be taken for granted if they r treating others too good?

2. Question 2 : Why does it turn out to be to SECRECTIVE on who we r going out nw?
what happen to us?

The word "Frens" is used when that person is someone that """""U know .. i dunno ..
""""
but for "Frens" tt ""we both know"".. of cos names have to be mentioned...

shall nt blog too much on the details..

Again..... I experienced .... PLP NOT REPLYING SMS ..... this New yr SEASON .. and i 'm asking question ...
YUCK!
nt Gonna msg those plp again ..
muz listen to YONGZ advice.. of nt msging them again if they nv reply ..

I guess i can't be stuck at home for long.. my mind will wander ...

CHINESE NEW YEAR..

Picture shall desscrible wat i did ..
Before that ..... Nails .. moi bling nails ... tt Peiyi wanted .. but can't have it.. hahaha!!


CHU Yi - Grandma House

Bro , Ma , Me
me . Cousin meizhen ... *a super gross pose ..LOL!!*

Not much pic was taken there.. cos.. it was kinda sian ..ya ..

MOVIE SESSION :
i went out to meet Jo / Thomas ... for movie ..
Me / jo was getting bored.. so .. we took pic ..
@Coffee Bean

We watched Memoirs of Geisha .. the movie is Not bad.. =)
We got REALLY Bored i guess... and we were amazed by the fact tt.. tt's NOT much plp at the underpass of orchard road ... so we decied to Play around in there .. .LOL... *hooked on NOKIA ad*



Water cooler .....Refreshing water at the underpass..
Looks like the poster ma ??LOL!!

CHU ER - HY 21st BDAY @ Qian house..

Guys juz luv to gamble.. =P
Gals juz luv to take pic

Food b4.. the cake.. PIZZA!

Look carefully at the box.. wat did u see?? this is hw CHONGz reserved his pizza -_-

Bday boy... Haoyong aka HY

His CAKE... from........................

~~FOUR seasonS hotel~~!

Guys + HY..

gals + hy

EVERYONE!
Pic of the day : VINCE .. i wonder what's he's thinking .. -_- damn BIAN TAI!!

Hahah.. mi / bbday boy!!
everyone enjoying the cake .... lookat the inside....
NICE! and i 'm getting FAT! thid newyr