THe link to Kitou Aya's Diary (english translation)

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=OneLitre

seriously..
i find her will of living real strong..
true respect for her indeed..

it will keeps u thinking on hw fortunate you are to be able to live in this world..
doing the things you like
doing the things you wan ..
being with yr frens / family

and even simple things like juz like walking.... talking .. eating ... writing .... typing on yr laptop?

Hw unpredicable life can be?

QUOTE from the dairy :
It's okay if you fall.
You can just get up again.
Why don't you look up at the sky, while you're down there.
The blue sky spreads across above you.
Can you see it smiling at you?
You are alive.

COKE Shaking Kid!


I met a ultimate Werid bian tai kid today..

Seriously he scared the freak out of mi / my retailer

Scene 1 :
Was having my daily shop visiting at Hougang outlet
i notice this KID holding a can ok coke..(with a straw)
walking into the outlet..

He was shaking for can of coke while looking at the phone in the display ..
A moment later.. He went out of the shop ..
*self"*- " muz be another harmless kid"
and i continued looking for the sales figure on the week ...

Scene 2 : the SAME KID
walked SWIFTLY into the MIDDLE of the shop this time
He turned to me and said ..
KID:" I shall show u one magic when i open this can
*self* : "NABEI is the can of coke he was shaking juz nw"
Kid : U believe in the magic??
Me : i think u should't open the can of coke here.
Retailer : *stun face*
KId : why .. *with the evil grin in his face* i wan to show u the magic .. i wan to open here
Me : No u should't cos the coke will spilt out .. -_-*ULTIMATE SERIOUS FACE*
Kid: *Niam niam niam duNNo wat* + * action of his finger trying to open the can of coke
Me : NO! u cannot open here.. if not i will call the police and the police will catch u !
Kid : Oh no .. sorry !!!--->( he ran out .. to his maid.. -_-)

Me to Retailer: *relief* wah liao .. lucky he scared of police

YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN the kids face.. seripously bian tai one!!
i think he is a devil .. who wans attention ..

I rem Da dou ( huang kaili)
told mi about this drama and asked mi to watch b4..
the japanese drama named:
1 litre of Tears..

i got no time to watch until today..

Seriously ..really 1 litra of tears sia =(
first epi .. nia.. i feel the emotion ..
nabei..

tml chiong liao..
Seriously i'm too free nw..
can watch Online drama
can go jog .. ( i acted smart i go joggin juz nw..
my leg starts to feel the ache.. tml will be worst =( )

can facebook ... thanks to ZHEHENG.. i managed to flood free my hotmail WOOO!

can long hour MSN ...mass chat

and can go out le !!!

but seriously i miss dancing ..

can't wait for SAT / SUN
SENTOSA / STEAMBOAT
with 2 Danzation external guest wooO!
HUAT AR!!!!!!!!

Sometimes i really hate facebook ..

I got the shock of my life again .. after i cleared my mails last night..

it has 1300 mails..

I thought i managed to cut it down to 900 .

today..

my MSN keep poping out..

and i .. saw this..

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I nearly killed fredy kosman! .>.......-_-

Anyone kNows hw to turn this off????

NAbei !!
I MISS DANZATION!
tt's always this Post production sydrome (die i duNNo hw to spell)

Danzation is Over..

There's a long list of thing to say :

Tortilla Chips Showcase
-Joyce thanks for working with me to come up with this showcase of ours..
from thinking of steps / teaching of steps / Drawing of formations ( tt we hated MOST)
Know sometimes tt's heated conversation ..LOL
but.. still we managed to pull it thru and present our showcase
yr steps is freaking difficult. . DAMN IT!
i really learnt a lot from ya .. =)
THank you once again ..!!

- ALL dancers in TOrtilla Chips
Sorry for sometimes not able to the the teach to you guys well..
unable to explain as well as other cherogrpaher
but i hope you guys learned sometimes from me as least..
THank you guys for tolerating our SLOWNess in teaching / Allocating of formation
and letting me have the opportunity to learn ...
U guys really did yr best and i can see it whenever i'm at the side stage watching u all do the item during danzation !
thank you so much for presenting the item to the audience on behlaf of me / joyce!!

SDZ (SP) ( External Showcase)
I muz Admit that initally .. i wasnn't so such about collaborting iwith other school
cos we will have not much time to prac with you guys and i'm afraid that the item will be very messy ..
but ..
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. i'm GLAD we did it together..
VERY very very x 1000 glad i'm being allocated to be part of the charge of SP .
Able to meet and dance with you all is such a pleasure
Friendly groups of dancers with high protential ..
u guys can make it damn far..
lets jia you together.. =)
i wanna work with you guys again !
is juz so fun having you guys around
new friends made...
HOPE tt you did learn something from us..
The following 2 plp gave me the deepest impression :

Valerie - Great coordinator , main contact person of SP / NP'
without her.. training date will nt be so smooth and things can't be done

Mel - was impress by the way she dance..
has her own attitude/style,very bubbly character...
also i 've seen good leadership quality in her.. so keep it up yo !
haha...


=Cherographers (Internal)
- Ter - THank you choosing me to be in yr dope shit item .. THANK YOU / HAUTING ME / HOUSE / FRUITS
i'm really glad , i'm able to learn from you once again ..
hope to work with you again .. cos yr chero is always lao sai
and i hope i did not disappoint u for tt item ...
=)

-KEn - THank you for nt pulling me out of the item .. during the re shuffling ..LOL!
but i still can't POP la! but still .. i get to try new style !Again .. i 'm glad i 'm able to work with you this time for the first time


-Bboy Jon- thanks for yr blue cap.. is still with me... i will wash and pass it back to you ..
Bboying is one of the most "FUN" item i'm in ..
can do flip ..
first time i do stun ..
thanks to this item.. YAY!!
patient in teaching us NOOB in bboying ..
thank you!

-Junchao -u lousy pork.. MIA so long..
but yr style is one of the most tiring but ta ma de nice style..
but i'm seriously STRESS about bout da bubble..
cos my timing always wrong..
but.. still i'm sure i learn from you a lot in terms of groove ..
thank you!! i dun thik u will see this but i juz type la.. =)

-Allegra - Nice working with u for SP item.
AM VERY GLAD that we can do this together in SP
fun song u choose.. better than MAtter of time..
i'm sure we made the right choice to change song ..=)
if nt won't be so fun ..
WOO!!
Learn on hw u draw yr formation and hw u teach and hw you handle certain matter =)
this is also my first time working with you =)

-Yen - lousy pig..
keep calling me LIM SI MI.. in from of SMU
u ass..
lol
anyway .. is always entertaining to be in yr item.
cos u r the entertainer
lol
cherogrpahy no need say .. is always nice and u can clean till quite neat..
cos u lo so ma.. 1 eight can clean 3 hr de..
but ya..
we too shou le.. got nothing much to say..
but THANK YOU for adding mi in SMU cos of Amercian boy..
but actually in the end tt song i nv dance much =\

-Fredy- First time doing yr item ..
honour and glad..
yr style is super different..
and yes cos of u .. i can try it..
but u r seriously too vein liao.. canot take it..
HAHA


ANN
thanks for trusting us(me / joyce) to put up a item good enough for Danzation
and having faith tt i won't forget steps

but.. then ..
i kinda sux at tt in the second night
i do wrong steps =(
sorry..

Special thanks to :
- Denyse(helping with my hair)
-Qian Hui ( helping with my hair)
-Yuxin ( For supporting us by buying tic to watch and yr rose)
-Peiyi ( Quick change partner , sorry i nv help much .. but u did help mi )
-Chin ( bboy partner .. thank you for yr Wonderful flip !!)
-Farid ( Sexy love partner , Sorry i always turn wrong timing .. but still our ending still nt bad)
-Joel ( What's yr flavour partner , we super no mo qi .. but at least no mistake ya?!)
-Peiying (for helping peiyi help me quick change )
-Danzation Committee ( DOpe shit !)
-ROugh addicts ( Love you gals! and i'm glad we can do this together again =)


picture will be up soon =)

I'm scared!
seriously..

dun tell mi : " hey dun scare la.. have faith"
NAbei la.. have also will scared..
cos we r too unprepared nw..

Steps formation showmanshiP

muz jia X10000000 you X 1000000

Jia you guys!
7 days more..
NABEI!!

Freaking tired today
but it feels so good..
First time i feel Danzation

"magic"


jia you everyone..
19 days more

we can do it

i shall start my daily count down here..
if nt the blog is really dying
therefore i'm typing SOMETHING here..
to slightly make my blog more LIfely ? or lively?
lol



today ..is 28th Nov 2008
21 days to Danzation 2008..
we r still Not ready for the show..
very Unprepared..
the feel also super diff..
if comapring to Danzation 2006 / fantazia..

anyway the show muz go on ..
no matter wat feel or wat..right?


overall ..
chero still nt done for some item
Formation also

if like this go up..confirm cui ~


today had own showcase cleaning..
first group come..
let than 10 plp
damn shiok !
can see everyone mistake better..
better to clean..

i guess i 'm still nt used to watching A lot of plp when cleaning steps..
eye view still like sai..
personally prefered this way of cleaning..
it works well=D


clean liao got feel more =D
jia you people!

OH ya!
today also source costume..
say out will laugh till teeth drop..
i buy wrong colour top myself.. =(
all cos of lighting of the shop oH~

in shop is the correct colour cos..
lighting is yellowish..
come out is wrong colour..
lucky is a tee..
can wear out..
if nt i confirm T_T


guys muz faster go find costume liao..
Last min go buy .. u confirm cui also..
panic + can't find. . i think u will cry..
and i seriously hate finding costume
3 cheers to Costume TEAM!!

off to sleep.. tml got to work.. =(

I'm at work..


I'm at work
today is a boring day
need to stay in office type report

is 28 days to danzation
i'm feeling SO NOT READY
i know this is not the first time
but somehw..
i feel super not ready

lots of steps still not clear
lots of formation still not clear
messy item

omg~


but.. jia you
we jumped into the sea already ..
Muz muz all swim onto an island liao

if not will drown and die inside the sea..
then die..


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.and i realised.. i dun have time to buy costume
OMG!
how?
if nv buy wear sai on stage..


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-off to type report..
i'm so hungry nw..
11.17am..
my lunch time like 12pm =(

She is my friend

街头爵士小公主 Funk jazz Princess Nancy Peach Ah Bui Ma Tham jia Chen peiyi

I gave her all this nick name

THe weekly near 30 pages report is killing me...
I lacked of sleep nw..
My eye bag is growin ....
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*is nw 2.44am
i 'm still typing he report =(

I got a boring life...
i seriously can't find any interesting topic to blog anymore..
lol

How?

work: Has been ok ?
Dance: has been ok also..

oh ya not to mention ..
i got a new Bf ..
his name is JP san pedro ..
if u dunNo who is he..
go youtube and type "last night"

and sad to say.. i miss out his class..
cos last than 10 plp agree for his class.. DAMN!..

Pointless entry.. seriously..
I sense allegra screaming nw.. and staring at the blog..


too pointless le..
OMG~~
i shall continued to do my report.
is killing me..
is 30 pages..


if u think i'm free
go die pls..
try typing 30 page report in a few days..
u go try..

Life goes on

I'm sure people around you would have personnal problem everyday .
Diff people have different problem
relationship?
Money issue?
Health Issue?
Family Issue?
Work Issue?
Etc...

some might tell you ,
some might nt?

you might know some
you might not know some?

but life still goes on right?
the clock is nt gonna stop for either one of us..
regardless of you having problem or nt..

it will keep moving..
effected party or non effect party will still continued to move with the time..

So ..
i'm sure those with problem nw..
i do mean major problem..
I believe u can settle it / overcome it..
I juz have faith in you ..

be strong .. jia you =)

cos rem there will always be a pool of plp pushing you if u r lagging behind time..
but we won't let u stop at that time..

Offical working life starts on 13th OCt 2008 , Monday

Here's a quite update:

I got FULL TIME JOB finally =D
lucky is a 8.30pm - 5.30pm Job
i can still dance..
needs to wake up early from now on .. SIAN!!

but $$$$$$$$$$$$come ..
this gives mi the slight motivation =D
kinda looking forward to working..
i've been slacking for quite long =D

For Danzation Production :
Finally finished the tortilla chips item =)
everyone did well .. jia you
hope we teach well =)
first time teaching .. anything not good qing duo duo zi jiao ..
However is still not enough to go on stage nw..
very messy ..
so jia you again in cleaning steps yo !

SP gonna start in NOV ..
the song tt we using for chero is siao de..
so tough ..
but i guess is a challenge ba ..
woo!


-nt much update recently ..
cos nothing special ..until then .. good bye !

I Swear i'm going to JAPAN if Speed is holding a concert !!!
Save up ! Ling / Peggy / Nicole / Shaomin !!

We r going to NIPPON!

WOOOO!

SPEED = Hiro + EriKo + Takako + Hitoe



WOOO!!

Tag reply :

Orange - This rough passion thing is gonna last for very long.. cos ultimate funny =)
Ting - What's wrong with my leg leh?
Yongz : Hey hey ai ren where u ?
Allegra : i did update , jus nv update freq , and y u fly off?
Shihua : XIN SHEN DAI! ni lai le ar?
Steffi : YES! i blured u and yen .. u 2 too ass liao.. kap ji ka in others pic lol...
Chee cheng : ya.. i put yr formation at the toliet and u got 4 counts to run to the stage =)
Joel : u shut up.. go back to yr moon .. and stay there..lOL
Dj ken : wow .. i nv know u would tag at plp blog.. nt bad sia ...

and yes i got my shoes..LOL

dope =D

This for you - DJ Ken

Dear Ken,

When u first joined NRA

I admited that i really dunno and wonder y an "outsider" would join NRA

and

i dislike u , i think u r unfriendly cos u r nt as noisy as chien yen and u kinda zi bi .....(but i dun hate u ..OK!?)

but blame it on yr.. zhuai + Nv smile a lot face *which u still have nw*

the kind of face tt makes plp goes "What hell is wrong with him"?

soon , as time pass ,

slowly realise tt u r a "good +nice"person ( dunno the words to say but juz feel tt u r a ok)

Even we dun talk much ..

even if we ain't good frens

even if we dun know each other well..

you r still part of the family , NRA

and I will miss you as much as others do ..

WE will miss you ..

Continue Dancing in London ..(we will too)

Hope to see u appear in youtube..

next time..

we will need to type "DJ ken dance" to search for dance video ..

Last but not least...Am honoured to be part of yr showcase , getting to work with you ..as least for this once =)
thank you ..

take care my friend

-Shimin

SERIOUSLY..
Setting a 33 people FORMATION is a PAIN!!
Trust me !

I lose Count in the number of plp
i forgot whose name i already put inside the formation
I suddenly forget wat step tt formation is for ..
and last but nt least.. CHANGE sidee (mirror)-_-


Darn!

Yea YOu YOU YOU YOU!
is you!!

U will be mine soon =D

Minz is Awfully Disgusted by tis particular person blog..
Her comment made was really.. unbearable.. (trust me..u read u will "WTF")
So young and willing to learn but a thinking / mindset so wrong..
totally Disrespecting others as a dancer..

She should nt even call herself a dancer..
She dun fit in ..
and..
ROUGH ADDICTS is nt ROUGH PASSION
ASS..!

I'm SICK and dying..

I'm really dying..
maybe i laugh at yvonne ang too much ..
cos tt charbo always sick ...
then nw i got Karma ..

i'm having fever .. cough ...ultimate sore throat..
really ultimate..
Pain like hell..
and i duNNo y ..
my body haven receover from the msucle ache from Reggae class..
i'm dying..

I'm Proud to say , "hi , I'm a Roughaddict-ors"

(Wondering y ?our face nt Enthu? Cos the hotdog SUX.. too salty )

TOday suddenly , saw Yatu Sms saying : " hahah .. you on NEw paper?"
Soon i found out is Rough addicts on NEW PAPER * ( i nv proud- cos the pic nt nice)

Rough addicts ?
A group formed purely to join Suntec dance 2007 ..
A group formed to join a group as frens.
A group which nv thought of going so far...


This name so Familiar..
and now yet we haven been dancing together since then..
When do we have a chance to dance together as a group ?

yes... you muz be wondering.. don't you see Each other in Studio everytime and dance in class ma?

yes.. but is different you see.. =)
i really wonder..when will tt time come again ?will it even come?
I really hope we can do that . and i mean really really really..
Nothing beats Dancing as rough addicts ...
and i mean NOTHING...

I miss ...................................

RA RA RA RA...

Jie jie - the Selective hearing queen

Xin Nian - Hungry get Angry Queen

Chiew Loo - Lagging Freestyle Queen

Ni Nao - Xia Lan Queen

Bec Bec -Eat chili Pissed off Queen

Chien Mui - Nagging Number 1 Queen

Today i see the battleground video on youtube..

i brough a smile to my face..and i always does =)

Until then .. this feeling nv change ....

Very nice..
Such song can create such chero..
Very nice indeed =)


Enjoy ...Tabitha & Napoleon Routine !..
is CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!

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or u can contact mi =D

update!

Basicly .. a lot of plp complain i nv update blog..
Ok here's a brief update of wat has happen ..

Life has been.. quite erm.. well slack + Fast paced?
Maybe due to certain factor ..

Study : I have Completed my studies for now... Means .tt's no project and EXAM!
yes ah!

Job : Currently working PT .. slack job.. No need work everyday ..
tt'sy slack ..But still need to find full time job..
And yes is damn hard to find a full time job nw sia..
but .. Jia you =D

Dance :no major performance / compeition nw?
No Power /intensive training ?
but Danzation coming soon ..
i haven finish cheroing..
this is some one .. stress..i can forsee the BUSY week coming back soon...

Basicly my life nw.. is kinda boring..LOL
really..
i type i also sian ..
got no ling gan t type..
Haizz..

oh ya . i luv tortila chips.. =)

and ANyone wan buy new era cap tell mi .=D

tt's the Song !
=)

i 'm excited for that.. And working with tan chiew looooooo
=D

I seriously wanna go so many place..

I wanna go HK , Bangkok , Taiwan , Melbourne and even sydney !! oMG!

$$$$$$$$$$$$

I'm in Love of with BLEEDING LOVE...

Seeing the cherography by Chelsie Hightower and Mark Kanemura - Hip Hop by Napoleon & Tabitha - Song: “Bleeding Love” by Leona Lewis - So You Think You Can Dance 4


<is Amazing..!!!!!!!!!! DOPE SHIT..!!!


juz came back from camp..
dope..
=)
I'm glad i'm part of it =)

PEOPLE only likes to listen to NICE comment..
positive de..

No one likes to listen to negative comment..
everyone is the same..

but think of hw a negative comment can make u better ..
with more positive comment to come next time.. (some plp juz got to learn this)

Is like a crazy bullet Train ride ..

Yes..everything happened so fast..

Events / Incident is over..

it became history / memory..


Studio wu Recital -Am glad for the opportunity to partipate everytime .. i got a chance to perform .. regardless of anywhere / event..
this is is no exception .
Is happy tt we really feel each other finally and enjoy ourselves on stage

and everyone concerns for my "OFF BEAT" portion and constand reminder.

Thanks =)
if nt i will screw up 10000% badly on stage..
Luv you guys =)

and well done =)

Nv the least. we get to know studio wu plp more ..

WWWWUuuuuz ahhh!

TBG - Well done too !
Enjoying yrself is the most impt ..
u guys did great =)

Exam..

THANk you for all the prayer..
..it works.

i pass and clear my paper =)

Finally..
thanks guan yin ma ..

=)

Moving on to the next chaper of my life..

the working life..

everything is gonna be so diff now..

I need to take the correct steps..

NRA

TOday i feel the warm of the bond again ..!
NRA family =)
THank you
Jia you SWR people : We can do a even better job!
Jia you TBG people : U guys r DOPE and u can do it !

OH NO!!

i got no paper =D
I go no exam...
but tml i muz get back result..
Everyone pls pray for mi ..
pray tt i pass..
PLEASE!

tml i start my temp job..
BORING!!
Muz wake up Early.. SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX! x 99909934 times..
and yen nt working tml..

i working alone..
SAD
Sad
sad ..
tml i will be loner ..lOL
zi bi ..
sit one corner Draw circle..

SUX la!

and nw i'm so TIRED!
Studio wu ..
WE R SO NOT READY!!

i seriously forget what happen during this pic..
we look damn happy..
macham we win lottery..
but i like this pic..
even thought nt the CHIOEST" pic ..LOL

Passion / Strong interest..


Be it strong interest or passion ..
I believe.. We muz still do our best and acheived watever thing we wanna do in life..
Strong will and Mental strength would be one of the key factor u see..
Without tt.. No one will Accomplished anything..

Helen Keller is a famous example..

Not juz her..
nowadays.. We have Living example everywhere..
and today i seen one..
online..

Here's the link:



With disability..
he got the mental will / courage to even take prove to everyone tt he can be like normal person..
Why can't we?
we r normal plp ..
We should not have a mental will Weaker than his ?
is reflection time..



*ps : Last night RP performance was really much better .. i enjoy myself on stage. and i see that everyone else did =)..

I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
I'm sad and lonely.

No one knew ....

(I remember - Keyshia cole)

Did i mention that..
RP (republic poly)
Culture Center Stage is DOPE shit???

Is too dope liao
Pro like hell
10000x better than NP stage..

this make us get more excited for the performance..
jia you plp =)
Live up to the NAme given

birthday ..

this year birthday ..has been .. quiet ..
No major celebration ..

first - No time
Second - Lazy org
third - No mood

Nv the least..
still birthday has been make quite =)
by my NRa peeps..

ghostly birthday song..
all lied on floor..
LOl
creative style this time

thank you guys..everyone in the studio ..
thank you ..
cos u guys make my simple day special ..

And nt forgetting all those who sms mi / msg mi Anywhere
thank you for your wellwishes

what do you see yourself in 5 yrs time?
this question was asked to me ..

I seriously dunno hw to answer..

cos i nv really go and time about it..
but maybe is time to think about it?

In terms of dance wise / Career wise..

Pic ups..

JJ 22th birthday ..

RAF

Sometimes..
U will Look Back .. Smile and walked away ..
wondering..
Y would I even do tt?

got this song from Nicole Huang Da dou Blog.. SUper nice la.. this song..

TAMIA-ALMOST

Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I shoulda made you my bop boy
Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into
If it happend now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)

Exam Over !

next time to be Worried off is the result
everyone PLS pray for mi ..
No matter is wat god..
i also ok de..
=)

I pass.. = u all do a good deed..

thank you in advance..


MAY / JUNE / JULY

ultimate busy..


Studio wu Recital
RP Dance Festival
Meiling ROM
NRA AGM
Holiday trip
etc..

more to come..

Pass steady liao
if fail = Hong gan!
i kana sack from sch ..
Fuc* liao .. like tt..
LOL
then if pass work.. if nv pass.. -_-
i dunNO hw.. Shit..

Random side Notes :

1. Sometimes U do not have to Purposely DO so much thing to make things happen ., just allow things to happen naturally.

2.(Linked to point 1 ) Things muz turns out Opposite from wat u desire ,by doing too much

3. Be contended and u will be happy

IRONMAN

Watched Iron man the movie yesterday with NRA peeps..

frankly speaking as a kid.. i seriously hate the anime IRON ma..
nt my type of super hero last time..

But the movie .. was actually quite nice..

If ya looking for action pack movie with "chio " graphics.

is a show u muz watch..

and did i mention tt the main actor who acted as TONY STARKK .. is sooo CHARMING! WOO! super man! (nt the super hero super man .. but ya i think he Very man ..LOL!.. got shuai dao ..)

HAHA!...

Would rate this movie : 4/5 Stars (worth Weekend $$$$)
and nw the movie price SUPER ex sia..
i watched $10.50 movie.. for the first time yesterday..

damn it!

LOL

Anyway i think transformer is nicer =)

Oh ya nt to mention ..We tooK those Neoprint thingy.. yesterday ..
it has been 550055522 yrs since I ever step into such machine to take pic..

AND i GET TO SEE TAN AH XIAN TODAY!! =)
Ever Since Fantazia .. nv see her.. wooO!
YAY!!

BUT XIN WANG SUX as usual.. LOL duNNo y we still go xin wang when the food always sux!

FUN! DAY =) HAPPY!

Attitude sux.. go where also same..
Is nt the People
Is not the enviroment..
IS YOURSELF..

Well.. seriously i may sound bitchy..
but.. i guess this would reflect on How a person
would react when she/ he heard about it =)

SMALL matter will linked to BIG issues..
then it goes out of hand..
and..
BOOM!
exploded ..
then all DIE..

-_-
is a tragic ..

so .. dun let SMALL MATTER goes out of hand ..
becareful..

We muz communicate proberly..

.

.

found this few pic ..: We LOOK SO YOUNG! miss those time...

THE PICS are so funnY!!!

Look at us ..HAHAHAH!! edit*

Von birthday .. forget hw old is she le.. lOL

Chistmas.. i also forget when liao..

Samsung Dance compeition ....Shit i got FAT FACE! BA bin!LOOK at glen also!!!and joyce ugly hair..

PSC Night Audition .. Seriously LOok at joyce.. lOL!

Manifesto ... PRac for PSC night.. Super funny shit.. LOOK AT WANG QIN!! face black .. LOL!
this one ok la.. No xiao dian .. only look young.. but Yen wan act chio .. i knoW

WHooo!! Focus mi .. but .. i Look young..LOL!
Studying at atrium during exam period.. And We seriously NV study .. lOL!

All got UGLY face.. but is the trademark face we did last time.. VON's face..LOL!

Oh my god.. lOL.. Look at BEC..LOL!Yen got ba bin .. and XIn also have ba bin .. Dou look super young ..LO!!

Edited*




i can't wait for THAT trip =)
chiong liao ..!!

In hibernation nw..
if u dun see mi this few weeks dun be surprise..
cos i'm Studying Finance ..
tt YUCKY module..
tt i have to repeat..
i hope i PASS!
seriously..
i wanna work and earn money for THAT TRIP! =)
pay back money to my dad..
cos.. CPF keep asking mi for money to pay him..
so irriating la.. CPF..
LOL

THAT trip is still IMPT

End-Fantazia 2008 *edited


we have marked the end of fantazia 2008 last night..
an Amazing 2 days experience ..
I myself have learnt a lot of cherography , character building , experiences
everyone is dope as long as u put in yr best effort.. =)
Diff styles of dance from diff showcasecherogapher..
thank you for yr cheography ..
i have learnt a lot from you guys..

ter ..-
in yr house / beat..at first i seriously Stress till lao sai ...
thanks for putting mi in tt item yo ..
is damn ultimate one
U really go down to the basic .. to teach us house.
but i still think i look like frog dancing to house..

yen..-
thANKs for the song u agree to use..
jus fine
i really like tt song / yr chero
is still rank 1 ..=)
and i enjoy yr session ..always filled with laughter..

Xian..-
the most humji cherographer..
but is the most patient / XI XIN one..
even print out formation for each and everyone of us..
thanks for en trusting mi to lead the self prac
I hope i didn't let u dw =)

Wq-
another thank you for entrusting mi yr showcase to me for selfprac..
and..u ain't the most fierce de..
so i'm sure plp cry is nt yr fault.
dun always blame yrself.. and worried too much
u quite humji also ..

Steffi -
thanks for all the encouragment givne to us.. even thought we sometimes look like shit.. for the showcase..LOL
and u also damn patient de lo ..
sorry for nt helping much yo..
but i'm glad tt everything turns out fine..


Ling -

even yrs is nt showcase..
but.. u still did a good job ya.?
we really damn high in get high ..LOL
formation maybe nt be perfect but..
=) ya.. the item still is great under yr guide..

ROUGH ADDICTS!
still love each other ..
the bond is still so strong..

Having u gals around feels so good =)
so glad to be in similar item and to be able to dance in the those item as u all ..=)

Freshies -
for those under the selfprac i tooK..
i hope u guys have really learn something from me..
i hope tt is nt a waste of time..
and.. i may appear to be fierce sometimes during the prac..
but ya..No .. hard feelings ya..
is for ya own good =)
we need to be serious when we need to sometimes..
and i'm so proud tt u guys did a great job .. In fantazia..

ANN-
thank you =) ( is a simple 2 words ..but it means a lot from the heart)
thank for giving mi this opportuninty again to be in this..

ALL DANCERS of Fantazia thank you for making it A success !! wooo!!

VON + AH CHAO -

THank you for accompanying mi to the sensei .. and ROT outside for 1 hr ..waiting for mi =)

All that show care and concern .. regarding my Neck injury.. thank you ..

Huifang & fren . mian , xuan & Frens, Shuying , mama , ah di etc ....
thanks for coming down to support ... u duNNo hw much it means to me =)


THank you thank you thank you!!


Sweets/ chocolates/cards people... thank you all tt give it to me..
thanks!



I feel so happy..

i even happier than winning 4D

..

is all worth it..


Lets go NRA

Danzation 2008!
=)

FANTASIA 2008

is SHOWTIME tml !
Jia you everyone..=)


for those who got a lot of item
happy changing..


for those who got lesser item..
lets' eat popcorns ..
and take a lot of pics ..=D

Nightmares..


Last night..
i had a nightmare..
a freaking real one..

i dreamt tt..
i DIED..

How was the feeling of dying?
is like yr eyes getting Heavy..
and yr body feeling weak ..
then u fall to the ground ..

with no energy to call out to anyone..or to get up..

then .. the next moment..
i saw is in the studio ..
With everyone around..

i saw bec .. i saw Yen .. i saw .. Yvonne ... Ling?
and somemore plp .. but i forget is who liao..
is sad..

damn sad..
tt .. U see everyone..
but they dun see u ..

u tried very hard to .. make them .. Know u r there..
but they can't..

I was Depressed..
i broke down..
i started crying..

cos i'm so lonely and sad ..tt no one see mi ..
no one feel mi .. but myself..


i cried harder ..

i woke up..
i was really crying..

Damn it..
lucky is a dream..
but.. i really thought tt i died le..

so scary la..

To self :

Study:
Stop wasting yr mum money for yr education..
U dare to fail the previous test..
go die.. pls..

Nabei .. damn stress liao.>
muz study FROM TODAY ONWARDS no matter hw tired you r from Full run..
cos if u dun u will regret !
if anyone see MINZ online today onwards..
pls PM her and ask her to Shut down her msn and go study ...


Dance :

still nt good enough.
U still dare to forget steps yesterday..
yes again ..
go die pls..
Now is nt the time to forget steps..
FOCUS!!

FOCUS!!!!!!
FOCUS!!!!!

1 week..


is only 1 week to fantazia..
feeling that.. i didn't try hard enough..

Nt hard enough to Rem the formation at back of my finger tip ..
Nt hard enough to rem the chero 100%
Not hard enough to rem the accent
Not hard enough to rem what we cleaned ..

feel so bad for my dear cherographer fren ..
plp like xian , wq , Yen , ter , ling ,steffi

espcially do xian / Wq ..
i think i didn't do a good job as a item leader ..
both item r still messy ..
sorry.

i didn't try hard enough to make the item look better

I have been slacking around..
this is wat happen when u sack around..

tt's no time to lost nw..
muz get back on track ..
chiong le..!!

TO those tt feel tt.. u didn't put in enough effort..
is nt too late nw..
PUSH yrself nw till the finishing line..
Jia you NRA!



we all walked together..

She is Dope.. She's my cousin ..

didn't realise i got such a dope cousin ..
kinda proud of her sia..
my blog song is she sing de.. oh my tian..
great Voice..

here a video of her..
check it out..




and



this video is FREAKING FUNNY!!
if u haven watch this b4.. go watch..
but u muz watch from start to end..

I'm so bored at home..


I decided to join a few video ..

enjoy..

AUNTY!? ni de tou



today .. i'm so bored at home ..
cos i'm sick
i got nothnig to do ..

then i some GAS company .. called


AUNTY: " Wei ... Aunty ... yao bu yao order gas"
Me : -_-''' "huh"?
Aunty : yao bu yao order gas..
ME :-_-''' (mono tone) ..Bu yao -_-'''''*still in shock*
Aunty : ok xie xie..



*nabei.. call mi aunty.. "

TODAY...

*walked out of the studio.. ALL of us give a big Sigh*


jia you plp !

.Even if we wanna puke blood when u see the item is so messy

.even if we wanna scream and shout at those tt keep forgetting steps

.even if we wanna bang the head against the wall when the things u told them can't get into their mind after like 99847575 times..

.even if we r so tired that u feel like taking 2 weeks MC/leave

.even if we wanna used a LOUD SPEAKER to talk when studio is freaking noisy !

.even if u wanna use a chair and throw at the person when the person giving u attitude problem

.even if ...


even if.. so many.. of them..

..even if so..


i believed together we can do it =)

Just Read Yen blog.. about danzation ..insipire to change blog song..

to the item i HAted/ love most.. lOl!!

-formation
- parnter work .
-steps..


New school - Ciara item ..

Actually wan change to Britney spears TOXIC.. but tooerxin le.. dun suit my blog..
lOL!!

ah min received a depressing news today =(
sad ..


is nt april fool joke..
is real =(
wat i can do now..
maybe just smile and walked away ......

the end ..

LIKE FUN!

1. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
Confirm close.. cos i scare at night i wake up.. i saw something staring at min at the door..
.
2. What was the weather like on your graduation day?
Erm.. i think is a SUNNY Warm day ...still muz wear formal sia..Pissed mi off..

3. What kind of winter coat do you own?
NO.. i nv go to winter season for a holiday b4.. =(

4. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Like just nw?
Cleaning steps for We taking over..

5. Where do you keep your change?
In a Coin box .. i throw all my coins in .. =D

6. Describe your keychains?
A "MONG" = DREAM Light blue Good luck charm keychain
ah xian gave it to all rough addicts when she came back from japan =)


7. What is your favorite flavor of jelly?
Mango.. yummy..

8. Some things you are excited about?
Lawrence kao replied my msg to them =D
freaking excited ..
i see him i also excited..LOL!

9. Do you re-use towels after you shower?
YEs..
I dun Wash my towel everyday ..
i nt so free..

10. Have you ever been in a planetarium?
PLanetarium ? is wat???

11. Have you ever received one of those big tins with three kinds of popcorn?
No.. nv even seen one..

12. Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
No.. hair sticking in yr face..
and u will have ugly hair when u take pic..

13. Any plans for Friday night?
I got NO life..
i will be in the studio dancing =(

14. What is out your back door?
I got no back doors..
i lived in a flat..
but i can Jump down from the window .. if i wanna die..

15. What’s the most painful dental procedure you’ve ever had?
Woo! high..
extracting of wisdom tooth of cos..
bleed till .. u dunNo hw much blood u losss..
pain like shit..!

16. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
Sometimes. I also make pretty pictures and write angry letters to God. (I’m joking)

17. Who did you lose your concert virginity to?
Hmmmm..?
stootz question .. can skip ?

18. Do you ever leave messages on people’s answering machine?
No.. only Voice mail..LOL

19. How many different beverages have you had today?
Honey milk tea , Honey Red tea , Green tea

20. Last thing you received in the mail?
SIM membership renewal application forms
which i threw away

21. Have you had to take out a loan for school?
no leh ... maybe loan from my mum ?

22. Do you have any famous ancestors?
No..
my family is simple and plain..LOL

23. Your prom night?
NV had tt b4.. sadded..LOL

24. Do you know all the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
NO~
but is feedback but janet jackson..
light skin dark skin .. bla bla bla

i gotta feedback feedback o!

25. Are you any good at math?
SUx.. ..

26. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Typing this piece of shit.. which i think is fun .. but i kinda regert

26. What were you doing this morning at 8 AM?
Sleeping like a pig

27. When was the last time you shaved?
Shaved .? no blade consider shave?

28. Explain what ended your last relationship.
Fear!LOL

LAwrence Kao of Kaba modern replied = I am a happy person today

Yes he is my lawrence ... lOL! ..
he is from A super dope crew name KABA modern..
i luv him so much !
hahahahahahha!!

maybe is nothnig special for those who msg YURI le..
but.. nw is lawrence.. omG!!


He replied my msg in ... myspace.

so happy la.. omG~

*SHY*



=D

Nicole DA DOU!!.. U dun JEALOUS!
LOL!

i kNow u r..



yes u r nw..
u r reading this..



then u got jealous face..











i kNew it .. =D









Hmmmm i guess i'm getting a bit hua ci ..
but..
still





i'm happy.. lOL!!!








PS : on the side notes..


my fren .. GOH CHIEN YEN .. doesn't know wat is "ABDC" (America's Best Dance crew)
song / lousy and outdated .. lOL!

at 1.07 am
I suddenly.. feel like eating sushi ..
the feeling is so strong..

i msg some plp ..
Only ah xian , ah ling , ah bec ,Ah pang reply..

LOL

3 wan / 1 dun wan
YEAH!!!

means ccan eat le..
OMG! omG!!



will be looking forward to tt sushi day ..=D

OFF from dance will be the day we can eat our sushi!!

it always makes mi feel sucky , helpless and depress
whenever i see frens /family whom i cared for feeling sad / depress / down ..

=(

today is no exception
Sorry ..


i feel so sucky ..

One has to take initative in doing somethings
Cos no one will always be there to spoon feed you ..

the end result will depends on YRSELF ..





Seriously "ANGRY LEH!" ( ah xian quote)
i feel like scolding (*(*&&^%%$$$$$

juz go die pls..
juz go ..
lousy excuse .. -_-

SUANA DAY!


Sweat like a PIG today ..
OMG!So long nv like this le..
since funka..LOL

16 is a horrible place to prac when tt's NO AIRCON!!
seriously..

today GAN CHANG again ..
SHIOK!
SWEAT .. jian fei JIAN FEI!!
wooO!!


I got tired FEET again ..
LOL!


tml need to gan chang again ! wooO!



BUT i'm having isomnia .. again ..
haizz..
i hate this..
always .. 2am lie on bed..
then like 5AM THEN SLEEp!! sux man


Random ps : I saw SOMEONE Pissed off for the first time ever..
so interesting ..LOL

Random


1. I can finally Catch "a lil tinny wenny tiny small mini bit " of TER's house ..
FINALLY..
I see hope..
LOL!

at least i dun look like a retard hopping around the studio...

YAYNESS! i Dun need to stand the formation at The PA SYSTEM there le!!


2. Finally see Joyce TAN CHIEW LOO for after 10009949493 years..

3.Clementi Hainaness chicken rice is so NICE!

4. I saw peiyi 's happiest Face on earth after she finally found the cap tt suits her =)

5. Jaei head is bigger than nicole..

6. i feel like eating KFC 2 piece chicken meal nw.. seriously..LOL

7. Lawrence of KABA MODERN is so cute.. =D~

8. TOday i laugh alot.. Laugh at plp + laugh at my self..

END..

TPDE concert was short and Sweet

Hip hop- Fave chero (GSLIDE)

Modern Dance-Fave Chero ( Nobody Knows)


seriously..
when u see Nobody kNows chero..
really Gan dong sia..
nearly tears ..

As u dance ..
U learn hw to appreciate dance..
U learn to find out the storyline of that dance..
and ya..
tt item touches mi =)

Now the song is stuck inside me


PINK - Nobody Knows (lyrics)

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythem of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

I got TIRED feet -_-'''
i'm VERY TIRED ...

TER 's house Chero is SuPER DAMN Ultimate Freaking Extremely HARD!!
really..
is hard

My leg is like jelly now..
nua nua de.. aching..serious..
really..
pls believe mi ..

is damn hard..

Rainy days r the best day to sleep in ..
nt going out..
maybe this explain y i'm feeling so lazy nowadays..
maybe becos of the rain ?
i'm off to sleep.. I'm tired.. =(

Random Pic: I'm bored~
Lets' see sea =D

big ANN also see sea

Minz also see sea Ling also see sea

JJ also see sea

Yen also see sea

Xian also see sea

Joyce also see sea

Ah bec also see sea???
(i also duNNo y i dun have ah bec see sea pic..

but is ok background same. she leader so special a bit)

We all see sea together

Yea i'm bored .. =)

Humble pie is for everyone !

it seriously makes my blood boiled
when i see / hear someone being proud or act pro ..

this person in particular..
is seriously..
too PROUD liao ..
oMG~

yes.. this person...!!

proud till ..
i wanna go up to HIM and slap him in his face..
and ask him to Shut up.( which i didn't .. cos i have no right to slap him ... cos he's nt my son)

Proud till..
i wanna go up and ask him to do wat he commented as "EASY" again..
(which i didn't .. cos he do till sux.. and i was laughing at him in my head already)
&
I wanna ask him and mind his own business (which i didn't cos.. a lot of plp already dun really like him and he didn't kNow!! .. cos he think he is dope and popular!!)


nabei..

such a ass..

everything to him is ez and nt dope..
*shake head*

really gubai ..LOL!


Oh well .. finally..
i have complaint !!
complaining in the blog is so shiok!
type all u wan ..


On the side note..

everyone should eat humble pie..
it makes u go far..
=)

My body is aching right nw..
Seriously..
everywhere pain
leg pain .. back pain =(


i can't wait for Wing wing 's chero of showcase
is CHURCH !!
yea man.. high song..
fast chero again

everyone LUV fast chero ..



on the side note.....

seriously... gonna grad soon ..
i duNNo wat i'm gonna do man ..
work as wat?
work where?
tough question to decide yr future....




FAN si ren!!
this question is too serious le..


anyway ..

I off to sleep.. Malaysia tml !
yea got roasted pig to eat tml !

He is the Most famous person in singapore nw " MAS SELAMAT KASTARI"
Everywhere got his pic !
School , Hospital , Neighbour , Shopping center , Bus , Taxi Etc and even NRA studio !
haha..
Now he got his own movie ..
Toliet Break ...LOL!

those plp who made this pic is damn creative..

think Yen blog also got 1 version of his edited pic..
also funny..

Yen & Ter showcase item = :)

I'm FREAKING SIAN!!
cos i need to study



test next week..
damn it ..
High percentage..
can't fail!

Siao liao!
i hate business finance !

Mixing yen song / dance nw..
is funny
=)


damn funny
ultimate funny..



I hope our dance won't be like this below..
i will blurst out laughing while dancing ..
BUT no dis respect for the Aunty !! =)
*peace*

Watched "L" just nw..
movie was OK nia..

will give it a 3/5 stars..
credit to "L" himself ..

he's the laughter of the movie

a lot of scenes of him r humour relief for the movie

other than that..

the storyline kinda ..

nt very good..

Part 2 was better