Friday, April 11, 2008

Nightmares..


Last night..
i had a nightmare..
a freaking real one..

i dreamt tt..
i DIED..

How was the feeling of dying?
is like yr eyes getting Heavy..
and yr body feeling weak ..
then u fall to the ground ..

with no energy to call out to anyone..or to get up..

then .. the next moment..
i saw is in the studio ..
With everyone around..

i saw bec .. i saw Yen .. i saw .. Yvonne ... Ling?
and somemore plp .. but i forget is who liao..
is sad..

damn sad..
tt .. U see everyone..
but they dun see u ..

u tried very hard to .. make them .. Know u r there..
but they can't..

I was Depressed..
i broke down..
i started crying..

cos i'm so lonely and sad ..tt no one see mi ..
no one feel mi .. but myself..


i cried harder ..

i woke up..
i was really crying..

Damn it..
lucky is a dream..
but.. i really thought tt i died le..

so scary la..

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