I has been ... near 1 yr since i grad from ngee ann polytechnic..
What have i achieve in my 1 year?
Am i sure of wat i wanna be in the future ?
What do i wanna be ?
What should i do ?
what i wanna do ?
All these question ...
I can't really answer myself .. ..
1 yr le..
still the same..
I worked..
for near 1 yr..
I still can't find wat i wan ...
from a real working world..
i decided to Run back to the study world..
where i can think of the WORK life again..
ya.. i'm running away ..
maybe in search of a better future?
But .. y did i continued to study ??
nt cos is Cheap.. Nt cos i'm interested?
Maybe cos.. I really dUnno wat to do in life..
am i the only one thinking like this?
Hw much more years do i need to waste??
Nw .. my current job.. i won't say is the worst job.. nor is the best job..
but.. is this wat i wanna be i nthe future?
Maybe nt..
Marketing ..?
Haiz..
what i 'm happy nw.. is juz Dance...
the only think which i like .. and is interested to really improve on it..
the only thing which i enjoy doing .. for nw..
Y nt persude on dance?
Nah.. singapore reality..
can't survived on dance de..
Why do i still dance?
still .. i go 1 big round...
questining myself...
and ya.. is back to da..
WORKING world again ..
yes .. muz work.. arbo u eat shit..
but muz 9 to 5 job..
arbo cannot dance..
nw tt the concern ..
harsh reality...
but still muz face it..
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Have i planned my future?
No i have nt..
if u ask me : "what do you see yourself in 10 yrs time" ?
well i can't answer ya..
Had a chat with someone this afternoon..
i'm Amazed on hw he planned his future..
Well planned...
and ya.. he is working towards it..
really envy him..
i really really hope i can somehw "see" wat i wanna do and be i nthe future..
juz like ann say : " it will somehw POP out" ..
I really hope tt it will POP out real soon..
nt waste any much years...
S.I.M...
here i come...
Bye working world..
Soon..April - May R.I.P ..................
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So much thing to blog today ..
seen so much .. hear so much ..
"RESPECT" the word seen in so many place...
I duNNo wat's going on ...
what happened....nw..
and.. what others is really thinking...
but to me..
i may nt seen the worst of NRA..
but of cos nt the BEST ...
thinking back..Training for my first comp ..
PSC nite..
ya.. i own form group ..(nt ann choosede wor..)
formed cos .. we r juz a bunch of close NRA peeps..
go joined for fun ..hehe..
so innocent..
juz wan appear on TV(muahahah!)
nv think much ..
we got No studio .... like nw..
nt like nw got 2 studio~
Blk 16 / 73
1 day b4 Audition...Where we train ?
esplanade...
ya.. Nt STUDIO~
no mirror no nothing...
So hot.. and stuffy..
but we train ..
group memeber bz..
i remember... JJ got something on .. muz leave for a while ...
yuxin also ... yen also...
but.. All come back .. after their thing to train again ..>
they bothered to make a trip back..
to train ..
i sux.. at tt time.. (nt tt i very good nw.. but last time more sux)
Encoragement.. from everyone.. who kNows the chero ..
Yuxin , JJ , Yen ..the addictors..plp
Encouraging mi .. dou , Anne , pang , joyce
ya.. tt's the atttiude....
Places to train .. green patches.. even ..... Stadium Blue track and Fish tanK ClassrooM..all werid places...
cos we got no Freaking studio~
Maybe cos we got less plp ..
the sub group nt so much ..
gossip also nt so much ..
senior .. Jr ..ann..
we had fun .. but.. of cos.. we dun go over their HEAD..
cos of "RESPECT"
WQ , allegra , Alex.,Jolene. the grand seniors..
even seniors like vonny , ling , deline etc...
whatever comment said ... compliment made.. .. take it in mind..
cos.. i believe.. they won't fu yan ni or pian ni ... or hai ni ...
they of cos help ya de..
Make up .. ( u think i Join NRA know hw to do stage make up )?
Hair do ??
Etc ~~!!
so many thing.. tt we helped on each others...
So many..
this created BOND...
I really see NO major Conflict in us.. at tt time
NRA family.. seem so .. Peaceful ..
cheering for each other ... supporting each other... Hand in hand we Improve and move on together..
and ..enjoying each others company..
doing stupid thing...
NW?
I see gossip..
BIG SUB GROUP FORM...
Hate for each others?
jr .... senior.....we r family !!!
NRA ain't simple at all ..
I duNno wat's wrong..
Y plp wan scold each others??ain't we a family ?? haizz...
maybe we dun have the right to say ..
cos .. grad le.. No longer ngee ann student..
but..
let's nt pull up the roots.. tt we once Plant...
lets dun hv inner conflict !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*I wan Back the Old family.... the Attitude.. Culture !! *
LEts DUN FORGET ^^
JIA YOU oH!
LUV NRA!
LEts DUn go Astray!!
stay On TRACK!
HEY PEACE *
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