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.PICTURRREEEEESSSS!!!!!!

HK CAFE - Song waited for her food till she pissed off..

HK Cafe - Food came.. But food sux.. Like.. Canned food pork rib...
bee hoon nt bad...

HK Cafe - Tea came.. DOPE!

HK Cafe - Von

HK Cafe , Joyze & Yatie (who ain't suppose to be there cos tt place non halal)

HK Cafe - Delin , Wang wing ,chao,Bec , Ni Nian , Alex , Pang

HK Cafe - Von , Minz
Hk Cafe - Wang wing , Minz

Hk Cafe - someone baked mi brownie ...

HK Cafe -this 2 made mi Brownie

HK Cafe - 22nd Birthday
HK Cafe - Trying to cut Brownie

Outside pasta mania - M.Y GodOutside Pastamania - Phong lun
Outside Pastamania - Pissed off face 's TER/Glen + Happy face chaoz
Outside Pastamania - Minz , Daph
Outside Pastamania - All wan chap ji ka.. but focus is onli mi / daph ..=D
Outside Cinema ? - Ariel was here too..

Busstop - my orangey Monkey fren
2 birthday gal / 25th / 26th MAY

In bus - Still try hard to take pic...

In bus - Nt even Light..

making mi so worried again ..

THAnkyou!!!!!!!!!! *MUACK*!!
Von,ling,yen,ariel,yatie,bec,joyce,wq
,deline,daph,peiyi,MINGLI,SONGTING,ter,alex,
glen,junchao



PS: i'm nt bias .. but the 2 bigger name BAKED MI A BROWNIE for goodness sake!! try baking mi a brownie! =) , smaller name is nt presence...lOL

I had a NIGHTMARE!!

is so scary..

I dream tt..
i'm in HONG KONG..
I was looking for RICO's studio

then .. i can't find it..
i was ALONE!!

No one to call ... no one to help!
cos i'm in HK!! OMG!


I was walking thru alleys..
then taking LIFT ..
to some floor ( SAM SAY.. the real location of studio is something like tt.... got alley / nt on first floor)

i stun more..
cos i nv go tt studio b4..

Ok back to the dream..
i seriously panic..
panic till i wan cry le..


then i keep running and runnung..
cos time i running out.. class is gonna start..
i juz hope to find tt damn place..


then i run .. run run run .
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run .
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>Run ...


i ran out of the dream..
i woke up..



...tt was my worst nightmare ....
i'm seriously afraid of getting lost in HK!

the clock strikes .. is 25th may ... is reality check time.. to find out who yr true frens r.. and to cherish those who valuable.. and kickoutthose who r not.. Is time to edit the mode.. written and erase.. wadf. is can be hw irnoic on all those who care and bothered .. ans .. fuck the typo ! tt's no backspace .. i seriously dunno wat i'm typing .... my vision is blured ... blured by the tears tt flooded my eyes..i can't see clearly nw.. i'm blind .. y is this happenin on this very day? ........................dsvfsvwefqrqe fqerqrw tt 4tju 6532vr jw b53 b2.....is nt happybirthday.. is a sad one..
ican'tfeelanyhappyness..

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THANKS TAN GEK LENG...

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for making mi nearly puke yesterday ..
seriously ultimate full ..

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i guess i won't be touching anything regarding...
CHeese / Pasta for the next few weeks at least..


but. .. mud pie is still dope..

IS ALWAYS THE SAME!!
THE WHEELS JUZ WONT TURN..


will it ever turn ?
i doubt so ..

Anger is the most destructive and scary forms of the human emotions as it causes short term loss of control.

Even the most "peaceful" of people ironically can get tripped up on anger in intimate relationships where the "letting down of the guard against fear and anger" within a supposedly "loving" and "trusting" relationship is invited, yet becomes the open pathway in a person's psyche through which unusual anger can take hold.

Anger..is being angry?
I'm sure everyone felt angry , pissed off b4..
Hw to u deal with it?

1.Gossip behind someone back?
2.Ignored? Dun say a thing & Keep Quite?
3.Lashed out yr ANGER verbally or physically at an intended target. ???

well .......i believed the third on is the scariest ..

simple action done.. can hurt the person in a certain way ..to a certain extend:

Ignoring when someone trys to communicate?
Slam the door damn hard tt the wall is gonna fall?
Throw books?
Smash windows?
Walking off in anger?
Verbally Abuse ?
Vulgarity flying around?

Etc ..


In all ways in dealing with anger..
Knowing tt is hard ( as u lost yr sense of control)

all mus still Know hw to handle it proberly..
to prevent any harm (pysically / mentally)
to others..

one muz also stand in the shoe of others.
and understand hw they WOULD feel ..in such situation?

doing things that u should't hv done / saying things that u should't hv say to yr frens to hurt u all in anyway
&
moodswing is a horrible excuses..

i kNow it..
i 've done it..
i tried to cover it ..
i really do ..

but sometimes i failed..

i'm sorry..



What about u ?
r u guilty?

YOung leaders DAY - 19th May 2007 ( NRA performance!)


Pictures !! ....

THe music juz .........................

feeling rather......
sucky?

I simply can't think of a much better word to use..

BORED

Sometimes it came
it overwhelmed
emotion taking over
as i get weaker

Random 1 :
I HATED it .. when i got "slap in the face" for nothing i've done..

Random 2 :
Well WHATEVER!

Random 3 :
MESS UP MESS UP MESS UP MESS UP!!

Random 4 :
Still u

Random 5 :
Coughing my lungs out.. i'm dying

Random 6 :
I'm gonna sleep nw.. is 4.34am in the morning..
If sleep can allow someone to forget all the happening around..
then i rather sleep forever ...

After today incident ..

i really think tt the following pic is so TRUE





*From sharlene's frenster*




































I kinda like YEN photo i edited juz nw..
my bro comp seriously need some new brushes..LOL
i only got 1 set =(

EXAM is offically OVER! Yeah!!
Paper is a killer today ..
i'm dead..

all cos of ANTM ( america's Next top model)
I'm addicted to this program ..
Instead of studying ,
i'm watching session 7 on youtube..
OMG~

Anyway!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!
I'm going HONGKONG!!

YEAH!!!

for the all happy things tt happen
my life is still so screw up right nw..

i nv had so much fraustration trying to study a module

this is one out of a HELL to study module

this stupid module is call " BIZ Ehhhh Bitch" (bis ethics)

really is OMG OMG OMG!!!!!

read 1 paragraph..
find 1 time dictionary ..
well.. maybe twice..

ARGH!!

Ok my english sux..
but..
this is way too much ..

LOL














ok end of complaining..


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am going back to study ..






















Justice .... Moral .. belief .. norms... -_-

Gubai!

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cuz no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?

So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
Of taking my beating
That've been shed upon me

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I'll never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me I want you to know

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can't come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

really nice song from Linkin Park New album - Minutes to Midnight
title : Leave out all the rest

y do we always feel so alone at night?
is it juz because is quiet and dark?

=(

i felt it ...

Everyday of Everyday.......

You .....

is like a epidemic ..........

When will it stop ? .............



I pray for u

Thought u might be different
guess yr the same..

Different and Same = CONTAST

so wat's the diff?
and wat's same?






Did a test...
LOL
Actually nt bad leh..
MY IQ
haha

Does it means my EQ lOW!?












oh! one more thing...
i was thinking this SIMPLE vedio too dope le..
Yen u r the best =D

i decide to post...

ENJOY!

I feel so ...
and i feel so ....

i feel so ... too..

i feel ...

i feel ...... also ..

i feel ....


y do i feel this way??

*back to mug*

oh my GoD!
is TML !!!

my first paper..
i'm so kanjiong!


Wish me Luck People!!

will talk more about the "SWIMMING POOL THEORY" i heard from qian
super interesting.. =D

PREPARING for BATTLE!

is the battle of the year..
against exam ..

We need to stock up our inventory..
to fight this war against EXAM!

Go NTUC .Buy buy buY!

woO!
high


Kit Kat ,Nugget , Ham , Cheese hotdog , Potatoes chips , Coke , Frozen guo tei , INSTANt Noodles of 3 different taste , ETC!

With the help of food.. we can win this battle..

we can.. ( i hope)
cos.. when u r hungry..

u can't fight .. aja aja Fighting!


* fats will backstab u..*

I hate this Feeling again~

I always juz seems to know..
but i dunno ..

To u , u and u
What can i do to make u feel better?
What to do to help?

i really dunno..

juz tell mi
cos i'm willing to help

I hate to see u u and u
this way..
fake-ing a smile

HELPLESSNESS ..
is making mi feel lousy

Happy thing to share..

i can finally sleep wel last night..
after 2 toturous of sleepless night..
i sleep from... 245am to 130pm the next day!
shioK!
Count the no of Hrs !

and



My neigbour finally havefinished their Rennovation!
means!

No Districting / Noisy Enviorment !
i canNow study at home!
YEA!!

I'm so happy..
i got enough sleep..

sleep is really impt u kNow!?
It makes one person mood good..
it makes one person able to concentrate..


but..

sad thing is..
i still muz study! Booo hOO!!

and performance for yesterday is really like SAI~
maybe we should slap our face and Jian tao jian tao ..






Random -
i used to believe that when u work hard for something , it will come true or go the way u wan it to be .
After stumble and falls..
I lost tt faith i have

I came face to face with the reality of the world
and the famous phase , " Things dun always goes the way you wan it to be"
and that's true..

is damn true ..

Not that ..I dun work hard for the things now .. but something..( I STILL STRIVE HARD)

So .. a piece of advise for those who had the thinking i ONCE used to have...

Dun be disappointed when thing happens disappoint ya..
it ALWAYS happen this way..
u r not the only one..

But when u realise..
tt that's no result in wat so ever thing..
its time to let go .. and move on...

no point Hanging on .. waiting for things to happen..
cos most PROB .. it won't ( i didn't say i will nv .. but.. most prob)

Maybe a mean way of saying is..

Dun be naive! get REAL

LOL..







PEACE OUT to MUG!





Pictures - Studio 73 After Performance...

Insomnia sux

Toss and turned around the bed..
for..
3 hrs?

3am to 6am ~

I heard the bird chipping sound..
i sian 1/2 le
In m heart i knew tt .. is "EARLY" ..

tt's it..

Shi mian le..

Hur hur..

and.. I sleep till 8am ..
iwake up again ..

then all the way can't sleep..
juz close eyes..

rest till 10am !

yeah! i wake up.. go for work..

great !


tonight..
I Hope the power of Vodka Helps!

but if i do this every night!
i willhave alchohol addiction -_-

Hmmm.. watever la..
see hw
*yawn*

Progess of study sux..

Adv Market - 3 chapters (read thru)
Service Management - 3 Chapters(read thru)
BIZ ethics - Un touch
Mar Com - Un touch


I'm gonna Failed!!

then i will be expelled from SIM-RMIT !
omG!

to all those ..

Who chat with me on MSN
who ask mi go play games in Lib
Who Ask mi go studio slack
Who ask mi go dance
Who ask mi out ~


WHO NV ASK MI TO STUDY ( except for song / Ah ma)

U GUYS R SO EVIL!!!!!!!1

Is mUGGING TIME!

but i need more motivaion than wat i have now to start studying effectively!!

I'm like always too tired to mug .. oMG~
tt's bad..

Haizz..
Adv Marketing , Service Quality , Mar comm , Biz Ethic !

Wat a bother to mug.. Yuck~ -__-

Firstly ...Congrat to Rough Addicts !
great job !
really dope ..LOL
U guys + gals deserved it..

makes mi have the itch to join dance comp again ..
weee
thinking of it..
since danzation .. i haven really go on for any compeition le..
OMG!
so long..haha

Secondly , Sun yanzi Album damn dope..LOL
luv the songs

*harnah Yongz happy ma .. tt i said this "

Thirdly , the Reaping ( i keep pronnouncing it as "The RAPE-ING") -_-
nt bad ..HAha
will kana stun in some scene


give it a 3.5 stars / 5 stars

but freedom write i more DOPE woo!
4/5 stars for this movie.. go watch it!


Fourthly , Little things and places made mi think of ----
bring down my emotion ..

i dun wanna see ya nor hear yr name.. i duN wanna think of u ..

sorry if i give attitude.. =)
but juz let mi be alone.. i will be fine



Fifthly , Yiu is so DOPE!
so man sia.. + shuai + cute.. OMG~
haha *drool*

His workshop is really cool ..
makes mi wanna go HK and elsewhere to expose to other instructor and learn..
but :kaching:Kaching: is a problem ..

haha..

Sixthly , Project are all doNe!
but this means tt the exam is nearing ..
in fact is on the 27th April .. my first paper..
haiz..
sian!
tml i shall start studying =D

Is good to keep yrself busy ..
looking back at some of my few entry..
i realised
i've been complaining about..
Project .. la.. Project .. and project..
cos it made mi too busy ..


but..

being in a busy mood keeps my mind away from
the emo thinkings.......
cos u r too tired and occupied to think about anything..

so ..

being busy ain't such a bad thing afterall huh?i assume

Long and draggy bus ride
Where Happy song have no effects anymore

they say ..
"""After u wake up from your sleep , everything will be ok.."""

i tried ...
i dun tink i works well ..
Is a day with longer hours ..
with the words from yesterday flashing back into my mind ..
haiz..
another day .but a more depressing one .. 2/4 -_-

heart sink ...
seeing the words...

a chapter closed nw...
without ahappy ending..

concentration loss..
can't focus..
the words i typed
r filled with blood ...