Tada!! is Picture time!!

I finally upload my HP's pic today ..
is been a LONG time since i upload pic from my HP~~
got 100 Plus of them..
no wonder my phone so LAg...

haha..
anyway .. saw some interesting pic..
which i wanna share ^^

enjoy :

I'm too Bored.. so i take pic of my leg.. while walking to the MRT station ..
Objective: Work -_-'''

I still remember this is the REVENGE pic.. cos dou shoot a BA bin pic of mi in his HP!
so .. is my turn to do tt.. haha! (dou wan act having Small Lips ??)

Liquid room: Bjon Bday ! ^^ Yummy cake ..
As u can see is Bjon , JJ and yen .., (wat's up with her face? and her NOOB hairstyle !)
waH ! bruise on the knee from Dancez Battalion Training .. Ouch!
tHat time MRT at siao... Underground .. nv closed door.. then train go off.. Stunning
I found a bootZ at the road side.. ^^
Jay new Album cover... featuring ... Glen as Jay / Orange as orange ... fred as fred .. =)
The stupid junction where i nearly died..LOL!
Yeah !! i like this pic.. this is the "BEFORE EFFECT" ....
"AFTER EFFECT" LOL!!!!
Awww... i miss my RED Dye hair!! =( .... btw ..mi / Joe acting Sporty lOL!!

Wondering y VON's Ba BIN forever there???? COS she always STEAL plp food to eat!!
My hair become the Temp hair dye tester.. but quite dope ^^
he's JAILED
Taken During Funka Heats ... Ann's helping Yen to tie her hair.. (ann got happy + bian tai look... while YEN Screams in PAIN ..LOL!!)
Ya.. i'm bored .. when i go out to work..
The Horrible Crowd at Bugis ... During chinese new yr period ...

shy ge pi ..
Minz de cow cow...
Guess.. whose hair is tt ?
Vince can u STOP eating!?
Haha~ thick lips boy..
My Vday's valentine ..LOL~
LING pls dun KILL ME !!! *run and hide*
ZOOM in to da max... sorry i'm bored.. featuring VONNY~

Lunch at Food Republic : Mi / Qianx
This gal juz wanna prove tt she got NO BA BIN..but now she got FLAT face.. -_-
nw she act dao ?-_-
AH Mian 21st bday celebration!!:
Ah vince is my Bian tai 's cake eating parnter !!
the cake is so DOPE!! ... i eat 3 piece ^^ YUMMY! and sinful~
YOngz!stop holding on to my hand .. LOL!! cannot let others see !
I'm bored.. so i played with photoshop again... ^^

DEATH ..

dun be shock by the title..
haha..
i'm nt dying yet!
I'm still young...
only 20 !! ok!?
nt even 21st.. haha!!


But.. the incident yesterday really really make mi wonder about this question ..
Had a chat with yongz today ..
realise something simliar in thinking ..
hey we r deep thinker..
^^

he said he also nearly kana hit by a van b4..
and wat makes him think of "DEATH"
is when his Online fren...'s best fren Died in a accident..
juz like tt..
juz DIE...

she's only .. 20 ...

I was sayinig nw ..we r waiting for everyone to go to 21st years old..
but.. as we grew old..
is marriage..

then ..
when we grew older...
is..
we wait for death ..
i know it sounds.. morbid la.. but
tt's the fact ma...
haha..


Yongz did mention:
he dun wan to die last..
cos is like..got more plp attending his funneral .. if he die first...
last measn ... all yr fren die le..
then u waiting ... for ya turn nia.. -_-'''

actually same goes for mi ..
i rather die .. early .. LOL~

I think the mentality ..was somehw changed by juz 1 single incident..

anyway :
totally... feeling sucky today ..
No feel in dance... no energy... my brain cell died on me... i can't remember steps..
sux..
so many thing cannot do .. muz buck up ..

No-one will know hw i feel ....Only me .."

TAXI driver..

KNN.. CBB !! FUCK U!
tt particular driver...
dunno Car plate - 15 ...... Something..
i can't see proberly.. !
U NEARLY KNOCK mi Down !!
U ASS!!
CAN U IMAGINE U KNOCK MI DOWN LE.. THEN U DROVEO FF??
NV WAVED sORRY .. TT U NEARLY KNOCK MI DOWN..
CAN'T U SEE IS gREEN LIGHT??

U GT PASSENGER SOMEMORE!!!
WAN DRIVE FAST EARN $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ MORE?

IF U KNOCK MI DOWN ...
TT'S THE END OF YA..
AND MAYBE MI ..

WAT IF I KANA KNOCK DOWN???
THEN I INJURY??
THEN I CANNOT DANCE...
WAT IF I DIE How!?

NABEI !!
arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN PISSED..
SUX!!
TAXI DRIVER... KAOZ..

1 more steps and i'm GONE!!
my own FINAL DESTINATION!!
is so SCARY!!!

BECAREFUL OF BUKIT BATOK + JUNCTION ... DANGEROUS PLACE.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Impression ...

first impression is very impt..
y i say tt leh ?
if the first impression ..
u give someone is very bad... example : dao , Egoistic ... bitchy..etc
then ..
the person ..think tt u r tt type of person ... and set a PERCEPTION of yr image in her/ his mind
then .. maybe.. gossip about ya... or i should use another word ..
tell others sabout ya ....
example : Hey u know hor... tt person "XXXXXX" very wat leh ... she / he ....blabla bla"

then die...
spread le. then from 1 to 100 plp know ..and have a perception of ya...
tt's it..

In fact..
maybe is juz misunderstanding ..?????


tt person maybe is NOT like tt leh ..
maybe is her face??
or u misunderdstood some of her action leh ???

but of cos..
u / heror him dunno each other well.. won't ask la...
then this perception will stay ...

till.....
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.U / her or him really get together .... ... know each other le..
then u realise..
u misunderstood her / him
ya..

best thing is .. when u have such cases ...
tell that person whom u ONCE have perception on ..
tell him / her y u feel tt way ..
maybe ..
he / she will know y ...
thren next time same thing won't happen ..le..
frens won't lie to each other de...
juz tell them frankly..
or cos KNOW when to tell them...
timing / situation muz be perfect..
if nt will hurt tt person de.. ^^


*PS : Qian hui ...hehe... but i still luv ya..^^

Today ..

HAPPY ... DOPE ... GLAD ...Fullfilling .... ^^

I also nt tootz ....

Lol..
juz nw then go watch "I nt stupid too"
a bit lag hor??
nw then watch ?
LOL~
but.. got also a few plp lag..
Mi , Yen , qianx , stef

all lagger..
rino also go.. but she watch liao..
think she go watch again .. cos..
tix cheap ... $5 nia!

LOL
great movie indeed.. =)
thumbs up..

Laughter / Tears..

u got them all ..
talking about tears..

nv know tt...
someone would CRY
and i do mean CRY... NOT tears..
someone who sit beside mi ..LOL~

cry till ... eyes swollen ..
then when cry.. .keep saying : "so sweet hor??"
"so Sad hor??"
then she finish her pack of tissue ...
LOL!!

tt's person is Non other than ......
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.My Dear ......
QIan hui ...
hahaha!!

wooo!!
kua zhang to the max la she.. lOL~




speaking about her.. lOL~~
i think she an lian mi ..
really.. cannot stand this gal ..
where got plp watch " I NT STUPID TOO"
suddenly lean over and kiss mi de -_-'''
shy sia.. suddenly like tt... lOL!!
haha!!
see.. i knew it.. this gal.. likes mi hahaha!!!

*i think she gonna kill mi le*



Ok ok~~ change tOpic..
and.. and.. ya..
minz joining comp soon ..
got fun team this time.. so fresh .. de members..

is JK / Battalion =)
de -> SK , Sofunt , Minz , Qianx , Rino
cooL combine huh?

see i KNEW it..!!

So so... Details nt up yet..
up le.. will tell ya all..

Ciaoz.. gtg

BLOODY IRRITATED / AFFECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!

When?

When did i stop listening?
when did i stop asking ?

When did i stop being ask ..?
when did i stop being listen ... ?



i'm all on my own....
in my world..

Pictures..

GLen Bday!
We sabo glen on his bday .. but he's happy.. cos he can .. sit in the Security car

V.DAY
At TCC ... mi with bad hair day , Liyana , Stef
Another 2 ... Jess ,qianx
ok .. the cake nt very nice... the pic nt very nice.. also cos Liyana Hand shaky .. but we nice can le.. ahahahah! ( y qianx got act innocent face???...*shy ge pi*)
I think this gal "an lian" me.. lOL!!!
Ok here;s a better one... we got greedy face.. lOL!!
Juniors Bi si me ... dun wan mi take pic.. but.. see my pic so pro~~
the drink nt very nice leh.. =\
Went out of TCC.. we saw Chao chao ..LOL!! (sian the person block the head)
Then fake chao chao came..LOL!
I feel so pig ... Go TCC then go yoshinoya EAT! lOL!!

Nt bad la.. this pic.. if got mi .. more nice..

this one also ..lOL~
2 dearest Fat face.. loL~
Peiyi & mi~
oh sayang sayang....*yen act motherly* -_-
Balloon tt skye buy ~~ ^^ mi /and the finally see vonny ...

Every gals + (Terrence + Junchao) - skye ...
All - Skye lOL!

So much .. yet didn't

There's so much that i wanna say ..
say it out ..
maybe it will feel better..?

but somehw..
Words are stuck in my mouth ..
Nothing came out..

Juz a smile ..


Seriously..
i dun dare to say ..
I'm afraid tt when i said it.. they will can't be bothered ..

It nearly came back into my juz nw..
I stoned ..
then .. suddenly ..
everything comes back again ..
when i knew it was coming ..
i stopped it.. from coming ..
I need to do something.. to prevent those thoughts from coming in ..
when u r alone . .doing nothnig..
when is too quiet ..
"trouble came in "
....Haiz..

They asked mi last night..
y suddenly wan come out drink tea ?
so sudden
my reply : " Juz feel like drinking"

nah~ it was fake..
i lied ..
u expect mi to tell them ..
Cos i 'm feeling sad & troubled
i need company ..

its juz nt me to say this out ..
*lucky ... mian , qian , yongz , ZH , vince turned out.."
make mi laugh ... away the trouble ..=)


thankz for those who asked..
is those unexpected people again ..
those closer one..
nah~
sometimes is really ironic ..
even those nt so close de..
they know something is wrong..
wat about yr close fren ?
do thye know ?
or they choose nt to say ??

well .. i dunno ..
whatever..

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... lets nt talk about it le..
i wanna sleep le..

bye..


hope tml will be better for me...
i muz "zhi wo chui mian"
=)


我会不说不想说。。。。。怕说了也没有用

我真的不想长大！！！！！！
(i wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD!!)

Seriously.. i'm getting too bothered about issus in my life..
this time is really "LIFE" my life"....
it makes mi really feel sick / tired of growing up ...
no wonder so many plp wanna commit suicide ..

really really .... agree with S.H.E song ....
Growing up really sux...
I WISH i NV grew up.... But i know it can't happen....

is HArd man~~
really hard growing up .. .
So many things to handle ..
things gettin so complicated as u grew older..
things ain't like in the pass when i'm juz a student , a teenager , kid ......

all i have to think about is..
buying things u like ...... go out with frens .... and study to pass exam ..
go sch ... go CCA ... bla bla bla ..
ya stress .. of cos tt's stress ...

Stress is wat?
Study .. exam .. all those..
Well comparing those stress ..
to wat' i'm having nw..
is REALLY NOTHING ...

Stress nw can make u .. Lost yr Mood is doing everything u doing nw.
Still need to put up a face in front of others..
Pretending to be strong .. to be oK~ to be happy ..

I wanna cry.. i feel like crying .. really ....
I hold on to it..
I blust On HAPPY songs ....
over and over again ..
trying to claim down my mood ...
"trying"
Happy song dun seem happy ....
it doesn't give mi the treatment .. .to make mi 4get ..the TROUBLE ..
cos tt's too much trouble ..

One link too another ...
so much ... tt .. it is like STUCKING in my Mind ..
nothing can push it out..
i know i try NOT to think of it this time..
but..
fail...
for the moment ..

Walking .. and walking ... dunno hw long i have walk ..
i start to get tired / hungry ..
buy the food ..
i walked back home....................
i'm TIred .......
but.. at least it did claim mi down a bit..

Dance , Study , Work , Financial , Family , Friends......................................
fuck it ! I dun wan any problem coming to me ..

I will come back when i'm tired ....
Juz let mi know tt u will be waiting ..
tt u care ..

Behind u..........

Nah .. is nt ghost behind u .. non a stalker ..
non a... bug trying to sting ya...
LOL~

anyway ..
totally blog is gonna be short ..


U know only who u really care when they r in trouble / in sadness ..


To the frens i really care !! ( Only i know who )

*i will always behind u .. always... watching u .......................
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.to make sure u r alright ...
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it doesn't really matter if u care or nt..
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as long as u r alright.. . =)
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. U r happy ..
. So am i ....
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. So...
.EVERYONE stay HAPPY!!



===SUCH a WONDERFUL world...=====
thankz to VON for reminding mi of this .. hohoohho ...
and Staying away from Negative thoughts ... muhaha!


The air is so fresh ,
The sky is so clear
The Ocean is so blue
The grass is So green ...
WOnderful world~~
loL~



CHange new blog song :
cos i luv the MTV =)
is so real ..
Mask in everyone face ..
Smile in front... Sorrow behind ..
tt's wat we call " BEHIND the SMILE .. lies a diff story ..."

CONTINUED SMILING .............................................

"D"

I feel so "D"

blog hop..
is true tt normally we see sad post..

y do we post sad thing?
i dunno about others..
for me..
I juz feel like typing eveeything OUT..

my blog is like a fren who allows mi to type out everything..
listen to my Sorrow / complaint ..
it nv failed to miss out the word i type..

frens...?
is hard to find out tt listens nw..
or should i say .. is hard to say thing out nw ...

We See the Future..

Yup..
everything we predicted ..
is coming true..
wat i can say is... GOOD OBSERVATION / PREDICTION ...

Obvious shit..
THe reality always SUX ..
haizz..

*PS: omG~ i realised i already 4get the dancestep for Battalion ..-_-''''
Shows tt.. no matter hw "shou" u r to something at one point of time
.. when ya nv prac it anymore..
soon it will FADE OF YR MIND ....
then slowly .. erased it..
same goes to everything...

Belonging ..

one will be happier in a place she feel more belonged to ..
A place where is she more HAPPY to be in ..
a Place where she wans to be in ..
with Plp she thinks she have More FUn . LAugter with ..
She will / might nt give a damn to somewhere which she's nt happy in ..
maybe dun evne have good memories there.. even if she is in tt place..
to her.. tt place is juz a PASSERBY - place..
nothing proud for her to be there ..

Is quite obvious something..
who she is happier with ?
maybe is NOT u ..nt her .. nt him .. but is someone else.

and maybe she will NOT share so much think with ya..
cos she dun feel the "belonging" between u / her..

too bad lor..
got rejected for caring..
tt feeling sux..

is like.. u offer a help .but..
she throw it away ..
quite SAD also ..

but.. what to do ?













keep quiet lor...


















On the side notes...
my wisdom teeth pain is coming BACK again..
the gum is so Swollen ..
it bleeds..
i tasted blood ....
I can't really sleep last night cos it bothers mi too much ..
Haizz..

i wanna go HK with NRA this march ..
$1 k ?
hw to save within ... 2 months?
eat bread?
maybe can..
since tooth so pain .. might as well take this chance to save money ... jian fei ...
I feel so fat after CNY ..

*PS: dun Doubt me... u will make mi feel unhonest.....

BORED and i decided to blog~!

Chu 3 at WQ house ...


Slacking after preparing..
Yen NV help .. she..... hide inside Wq room ..
SO much FOOD!!! hahah!!
-_-''' Look at their Greedy face!
Eat Eat EAT!!
Eat more ... Eat..
What is that ???
Shuck~ Yen broke the Glass.. Suay to the max..

Question in my Mind

1. Question 1: Is it true that one will be taken for granted if they r treating others too good?

2. Question 2 : Why does it turn out to be to SECRECTIVE on who we r going out nw?
what happen to us?

The word "Frens" is used when that person is someone that """""U know .. i dunno ..
""""
but for "Frens" tt ""we both know"".. of cos names have to be mentioned...

shall nt blog too much on the details..

Again..... I experienced .... PLP NOT REPLYING SMS ..... this New yr SEASON .. and i 'm asking question ...
YUCK!
nt Gonna msg those plp again ..
muz listen to YONGZ advice.. of nt msging them again if they nv reply ..

I guess i can't be stuck at home for long.. my mind will wander ...